bruh i'm ending this

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YAPPING ALERT 🤪‼️❕❗️‼️❕❕‼️

i'm typing this out at 1:31am and decided that i ain't writing this fic anymore. my bad. i don't got the inspiration nor the undertale determination to continue writing this.

plus, this fic is so ass bro 😭😭 it's literally written to be a quick fix for a somewhat funny fic and i don't wanna write like this no more since i started this in high school. bro i've went through life and i can't replicate the whimsy, joy, and horse-like gallivanting across the fields for this. bro i don't even wanna reread this and try to remember the deeper plot i planned to direct this fic into. it's all just short stories of the adventures of brim smashed together. as i said before, i can't write like i used to anymore 💀 overall, it's a mess 0/10

call me edgy, curse me out, you would abandon a fic too when you grow up and develop other interests.

btw, this fic was a self-insert for high school me 😭 my bad gang. you thought i could write a somewhat deep original character without self-inserting? nah. writing do be like that though, always inserting a small piece of yourself into each character to make them come to life. except for this fic i decided to just shove my entire whimsy into this janitor 💀

i don't be crying at every challenging thing though, i just thought that trait would be funny to add😜

as a fun side note, knowing that brim was a self-insert of high school me, it very clearly describes my number one want as a teen. aka, some sort of parental guidance or comfort. bro i think i started this shit in sophomore/junior year, very tumultuous time in regards for the future. tbh, i still want some guidance cuz i still don't know what the hell i wanna do as a legal adult.

also, i'm not fucking with the forced god of destruction thing anymore. i liked it back then because i never seen this sort of thing before for error as a character, but now i don't really like it. i'd rather just stick with error just naturally being an asshole rather than the fandom babying them. sure the whole forced god of destruction thing deserves sympathy but i ain't fucking with the coddling thing. i really don't like how the characters surrounding fgod error cater to error's tragic backstory, like they crumple so easily into sympathy. i'm looking for that gray area, not outright hating error nor full-on cheerleading for him. i might be wrong about this and there are actually fics like this about fgod error out there, but this is just based on my memory.

this just my opinion too, just a singular opinion. tbh if you get heated over this then i understand. i've grown though and developed my own opinions. plus, my memories don't hold fgod error fics in a favorable light and my current interests don't align with rereading fgod fics nor finding new fgod fics for inspiration to fact check myself and continue writing this fic. btw this is not an invitation to fact check me cuz i legit don't care about this fandom anymore.

all in all, i don't care about fgod error nor brim anymore. i mean, maybe a lil about brim obviously since he's a self-insert but not that much. also, even though i sound like i care, it's because i like yapping a lot.

cya. probably gonna shamelessly publish a self-insert khr fic in the future.

 probably gonna shamelessly publish a self-insert khr fic in the future

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