Because of you, I feel like I have to work for love. Because of you, I feel like love has to be earned, it's not given without something in return. Because of the way you showed me love as a kid, I'm scared of it. I'm not afraid to be alone in life, I'm afraid to be in love and let it consume me with its warmth and joy. Because of you, I feel the need to be in constant survival mode. It's so exhausting, frustrating, and annoying to be like this. I don't want to be like this or feel like this. Because of it, I'm a lot to handle and love at times.
Leann-2025
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Every rose 🌹 grows differently
Poetryheartbroken depression grief love anxiety. I started writing poetry in 2020 after a rough patch in life so I've decided to share some old and new ones some from my diary I hope you enjoy and feel less alone
