Cory our angel ❤️

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To Cory,
  Wow. Today is the day I wish never happened. I remember what I was doing when I heard that you had passed. I was at my friends house and we had just got out of the pool when I decided to check Facebook I was scrolling down my news feed and I saw your face, honestly I thought that it was an announcement about you and Lea getting engaged but boy was I wrong, I started reading and there it was "Cory monteith found dead in Vancouver hotel room" I felt like someone had just punched me in the stomach, I started crying and couldn't stop, my friend didn't understand what was going on. Honestly neither did I. I didn't understand what had happened you were so healthy! You were clean and happy just about to start season 5, you where really moving up. When the autopsy came out I didn't want it to be true. It couldn't be true. I just kept thinking, "what was he thinking, how could he do this, why would he do this". I now realize how sick you were and I am so sorry that you couldn't get enough help. I also know that you were not your addiction, you were the the happy fun go lucky guy we all love and knew. And To think that it has been two years, and I still tear up or cry when I hear a story about you or see a picture. And don't get me started about watching glee, it's not the same and whenever I see you on my tv screen I think of how talented you were and how much I miss you and how mad I am that you couldn't stay with us. But you know what Cory you are with us and everything that you have done when you were with us is incredible. Before you I was an insecure, broken little girl but because of you I know that I am so much more than that. I can now say that I am a smart and pretty young women and I am so proud to say that you Cory Monteith taught me that. So thank you Cory. Thank you so much for everything, so today I am not going to think about that stupid mistake you made I'm going to remember your adorable smile, your cheesy sense of humor and how much you loved your fans, your family, your job and Lea. I love you and respect you with all my heart. Keep watching over Lea and your mom and all of us. Don't forget to keep rockin out up there. I'll see you later when I take the midnight train going anywhere.
       •~•~•~ Cory Monteith •~•~•~
           May 11 1982-July 13 2013
                               ❤️

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