(PAUSED) Changes (Suicidal Kirishima x Bakugo)

Tired

Kirishima's POV:

My eyes was met with a flash of sunlight as my alarm was heard ringing from the distance. I snoozed the alarm and just laid there, not wanting to move. Every single inch of my body was tired, and my head felt heavy. But I didn't want to get into more trouble by the crack of dawn, so I forced myself to get up, and was met with my head throbbing. At this point, after all that training I was use to it, but it felt different...yet another day awaits so I pushed the pain aside and got ready for school. I couldn't find my tie, but decided to not bother finding it cause I was already running out of time. I slid my way down the stairs, took a random fruit from the fruit basket, and dashed out of the door. I was about to shut the door, but then couldn't for some reason. I turned to see what was wrong, but then standing by the door was my mom, waiting to get my attention. She was holding what seemed to be my homework.

Shit, how could I have forgotten my homework? And I didn't even finish it!

"How come you left your homework by your desk? I came to your room to see if you were still sleeping cause I didn't hear a peep, and saw your homework just sitting there. It looks like it was untouched too, so you didn't bother to even try?" She pushed me hard on the ground, disappointment and anger written all over her face as she gripped my collar. "Also where's your tie? First you go without completing your homework, now you're unprepared too? When did you become a fucking failure and can't do shit right?" She suddenly calmed down and let go of me, but my eyes didn't look back at her in fear this time. They darted away, because I just wanted this to be done and over with. I wasn't in the mood nor had the time to deal with her. Before she could say or do anything else, I walked away.

I'll deal with her when I get home.

~Inside the school~

Finally, I reached the school. My legs were tired and my eyes felt heavy. I pulled out my phone to check the time...7:15am

Class starts at 7:30...I still got some time. I shrugged my shoulders and walked in the bathroom inside a stall. I placed my bag down, and slumped on the closed toilet seat as my eyes slowly gave way, and close completely.

~10 minutes later~

I woke up in a jolt, immediately pulling out my phone to check the time. It was only 7:25, meaning I only got five minutes left. I sighed, my eyes still feeling heavy, and left the bathroom in a daze. My brain is always somewhere else whenever I wake up, so I was just seen mindlessly walking in the hallways, trying to put my two tired braincells together and remember where my first class is. At the very last minute, I found it and opened the door. A lot of people were already there, and most of them turned to look at me as I walked towards my seat. The teacher was usually 5 minutes late than the bell, so I took this opportunity to rest my head on my arms on the desk. It took a while, and I started to feel my eyes get heavy on me, before shutting on me completely. 

(I'm feeling the same way so Imma finish this tomorrow)

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~Ten minutes later~

The late bell suddenly rang, indicating that my nap time was over. I lifted my head up, but was hit with more sleepiness than ever. I also felt grumpy, which is understandable because that's how I always am when I wake up. The door creaked open, revealing the teacher as he rolled his way to his desk and sat down, looking tired as usual. 

I wonder what it feels like to depend on little sleep everyday and still function well. My brain dozed off in a haze as I thought about that as Aizawa was writing some assignment on the board. After a few minutes, I snapped out of it and read what was written on the board.