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Ashlyns mistake🎧 :1

Requested by: @RyanGroff ^_^

This is very slow and progressive lol

TW: sh

(3rd person, timeline; year before the trip)
Ashlyn was having a shitty day, school was painfully long, she got a test from science back, spoiler alert! She failed. At ballet, she got pushed, once again past her limits and was exhausted when she got home

(Ashlyn's pov)
I let out a sigh of relief when I saw my dads jeep pull up to the curb in front of the studio, I go around the front of the familiar army green green jeep, tugging on the handle and opening the passenger door

The same seat, in the same car, in the same spot, infront of the same building.

"Hey" I get my dad, as always, buckling my seatbelt

"Hey trooper, how was it" my dad replys, starting the jeep, as always.

"It Sucked" I reply, short answers

He just lets out a chuckle, again.

Everything is so repetitive. I'm sick of it.

When we finally reach the house, I grab my bag from the back and step up the porch stairs

(3rd person)
Ashlyn greets her mom, before slowly climbing the stairs, the 4th step creaking, as it does, every. Single. Day.
She opens the plain white door leading her to her bedroom
She lays down face up on her bed, dropping her ballet bag next to her, she's in a debate with herself

(Ashlyn's pov)
My thoughts are everywhere, but one sticks out

'Ive been clean for a week, do I give it up?'
My thoughts shout out to me
'Fuck it, I couldn't care less'

I look up to my vanity , knowing in one drew held my box cutter

I slowly get out of my bed, sore already from ballet? Shocker. I did to much today.

I creep over to my vanity, opening the drew,
There it was, the box cutter

I lead myself to the bathroom, where I sit down on my floor. I don't even bother to lift up my shirt a bit to cut my stomach, which is where I usually target, instead I target my right wrist

Tiny bits of Blood drips down to the bathroom floor, thats cute

deeper. And deeper.

I'm dripping blood till satisfaction catches up and I let out a sigh of relief

———————

iMessage

Ashlyn
Can I take a shower? Or do you want
The hot water?

Emma
You don't need to ask! Go
Ahead!

Ashlyn
👍

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(Time skip, after the shower)
It was gross, all through out the shower blood was dripping down from my wrist, blood mixing with water, then eventually going down the drain