The Criminal And The Officer

Birthday

Nessa speaking! It was my birthday so special chapter

I hardly ever celebrated my birthday I didn't have any parents and I was in and out of juvenile so I didn't really care to celebrate it

I didn't mention it to friends and I hardly knowledged the day myself it felt like any other day except with a cake and a birthday song so I was surprised to wake up

And be met with Breakfast in bed from Kaiden pancakes drizzled in chocolate syrup a glass of orange juice and some fruit he had planned a whole day for us
I was confused he had to go to work

He refused to let me stay at home and do nothing so the day started I ate breakfast and took a long shower, brushing my teeth I got dressed and we left the house he drove us to a strawberry field

And we picked strawberry then we washed it and ate it with chocolate it was delicious after that we made our way to an amusement park and tried all of the rides I actually had a lot of fun

By the end of the day Kaiden had taken me shopping,to the strawberry field,the amusement park and to watch special fireworks in a secret location once we got back to the house I was exhausted

Going to the front door I opened it and was met with a flower petal entrance tulips my favorite, candles lighting up the dark hallway straight to the bedroom I raised an eyebrow as I walked in Kaiden trailing behind me

The room was filled with balloons, candles and tulip petals I walked over to the bed examining the silk sheets and games layed out it was quite a few the room felt like it was getting hotter as I read the games

'Swallow or Spit'
'Suck or Fuck'
'Finger magic or Tongue wonders'
'Rough or Rougher'

I gulped and turned around to face Kaiden he grabbed my hips as I kissed him deeply backing me up against the wall I moaned as he kissed my neck

We moved to the bed and I pulled off my shirt Kaiden ran his tongue down my body kissing and sucking he undressed me painfully slow by the time we were both underdressed Kaiden's face was buried between my cheeks

Working his wonders with his tongue i felt like i was seeing heaven as i got tongue fucked and bent over I was a moaning mess the minute he started fingering me

I gasped

The next day

I was exhausted the next morning Kaiden had already left for work I had the house all to myself i decided to do some cleaning up as we left the house quite messy yesterday

Any day now whatever is being planned could happen and I'm not ready for it honestly I know it's going to be a lot of pressure on Kaiden and I feel terrible because it feels like

I'm falling in love with him and I can't because he's a cop and I'm just a criminal who keeps making his job harder everyday I'm just James and I could never bear the look in his eyes

If he ever found out I want to stop I want everyone to stop but with Brian not in charge anymore it's no longer for fun it's serious and we can't stop until we're told too I sometimes feel disgusted after doing certain things

It haunts me in my dreams I see the faces of those children all the time haunting my conscious telling me he's going to find out, everyone is going to find out it's like a pounding in my head that I can't get rid of

Because I caused it when I could have stopped it I could have saved those children who didn't deserve what happened to them none of them did

But if I get weak and cold feet now they'll put a bullet in my head no questions asked so when will it all really stop,and will I be alive to see it?