I decided not to tell Kyle about what Casey did. Instead I spent as much time as I could over Ryan's house. I brought Ryan over to the house so he could meet Kyle. Being the protective brother he was, Kyle questioned Ryan for about 2 hours. He was aloud to spend the night over, as long as my door stayed open and he slept on the floor. School went by slowly, Casey now went to my school. We only had one class together besides lunch, and that was language arts, my favorite class. I was to help him in everything. He sat next to me, we were in the back of the class room, only 3 people sat back there other than us and we all faced the front of the room.
••FRIDAY AFTERNOONS••
Ryan drove me home and dropped me off like usual. I went upstairs and picked up the mattress and blankets off the floor from where Ryan slept. I put them away in my closet and returned to the middle of my room. I laid down on my bed and stared at the ceiling, soon I feel asleep.
My phone rung playing Rain by Hollywood Undead. I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Ryan.
••on the phone••
Ryan: hey there is a party tonight, we're going.
"Alright I'll ask Kyle, come over so you can help me pick out what to wear."
Ryan: alright, I'm not good at fashion though. I'll be there in five minutes.
" okay. Love you"
Ryan: love you too
••end phone call••
I lay back down on my bed and wait for Ryan to get here. I drift back into a light sleep. I feel the bed shift slightly, looking up to find Casey and not Ryan.
"Casey get out"
"No"
"Yes"
"Hey Rina-" Ryan stops in my doorway and looks from me to Casey. He stares at me for awhile and turns back to Casey.
"Uh yeah, hey bud, I think you should get out."
"And what are you going to do with my sister that I haven't already done?" Ryan looked like he was going to punch Casey in the mouth. He walked over to me and grabbed my face, making me wince a little. The expression on his face softened when he noticed my wince. I didn't know what was happening.
"Ryan! What the fu-" he cut me off by crashing into my lips. He kissed me for what seemed like forever. The metal of his lip ring was cold, but it felt good anyways. He stepped back and took short shallow breaths. He looked at me again then turned to Casey.
"That. That's what I'm going to do to her that you haven't already done." He glared at Casey. Man, if looks could kill Casey would already be six feet under.
"What makes you think I haven't done that to her already?"
"She actually enjoyed when I did it!" He kept on staring at Casey. I got up and went to my closet and sat in the corner. I was just a game between them right now. Seeing who could win this battle was all that was on their minds.
"Get out of my sisters room."
"No" I heard the bicker some more until Ryan threatens to tell Kyle what had happened. Casey left after that.
"Rinny would you please get up." He offered me his hand but I denied it.
"You treated me like a competition. " his expression looked pained, I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.
"I'm sorry Ry, it's just, you can't do that to me."
He walked out of my closet and sat on my bed.
"Alright come out when you're ready to show me you're clothing. " I look around in my closet for the perfect thing to wear. After about an hour and half of trying on and changing clothes, I found what I was going to wear.
I had a black dress that had a sweetheart top and was tight, but about where the waist was it flared out. It wast to long and it wasn't to short. The dress came to about the middle of my thigh. My shoes were simple black vans. I had my hair braided into a Dutch crown, I had natural makeup on. The outer corners of my eyes were dark brown, the center of my lid was light brown and the inner corner was gold and white. When I came out in the dress the first time Ryan whistled at me.
"Kyle isn't going to like this." He was joking yet serious at the same time.
"He can deal with it. I want to have fun tonight."
••AT THE PARTY••
"Hey Ry, can you get me another shot?" I slurred my words together, I wanted to drink until I forgot my name. I wanted to drink until I forgot there was a tongue in my mouth. I wanted to drink until I passed out.
"You've already had eight. Rin, I better take you home now."
"I don't wanna go home. " I probably sounded like a five year old but hey! Who cares?
I left Ryan and found someone to dance with. We were both drunk and decided to go up stairs. He sat me down on the bed and started to kiss me.
"RINAE ARIA GLASS!! You are leaving with me right this instant. " by this point my dress was around my waist and the guys hands were gripping my back. Ryan practically had to pry the guy off of me.
"Ryyyyaaaannnnn! I was having fun!!"
"This isn't fun Rinae, you're just drunk. You were making out with a guy on someone else's bed for gods sake!!"
"You're just jealous!"
"Maybe I am, I love you Rinae I don't want to see you get hurt." He drove me home in silence, when we got to my house we went upstairs. I took off my dress and forgot he was there so I accidentally walked out of my closet an walked over to his dresser. I took out one of his tee shirts and put it on.
"Uhh Rinae, that's my shirt, aren't you going to put shorts on?"
"Deal with it!" He was so whiny. I walked over to him and laid next to him. He was so awkward. He stiffened and I snuggled into his chest while he engulfed me in his arms.
I kissed him this time. I wanted him to want more. I kissed him and kissed him and kissed him. I got up and went over to my bed. I got under the covers and went to sleep.
I miss his warmth. I think I might spend the night over his house tomorrow. I think I might tell him I've fallen completely in love with him.
