Ibadat- ishq ka safar

Chapter- 5

Someone said that when you're happy time passes too fast now arshika was feeling the same because being the eldest in her house she grew off early she was used to being ignored and not so loved or cared one in the family

It was like she had many houses but she was homeless she yearned for the feeling of being cared she was obviously different from her generation's dating status but yeah she had the same mental health like almost everyone in her generation have depressed at a very tender age and no one understood her pain because she never shared or more like no one  ever cared that much to know what she was feeling like

Flashback

7 year old Arshika was sitting with her parents and her sister they were all packing their clothes because they all were leaving for their village as it was her grandfather's shradh while she was sitting their with a gloomy face

Arshika's mom- Kya ho gya arshi aise muh bana ke mat baith tera exam hai na isiliye tujhe nahi le ja rhe badi mummy ke pass rehna yha

Arshika- ap bhi nahi jao na mumma mere pass rehna mai akele kaise rahugi

Arshika's mom- akele kha beta bade papa badi mummy ke sath rehna hai aur hum aa jayege do teen din me aur mai rahugi to tanu kaise rhegi wo choti hai na ap to badi ho

Arshika- mumma wo papa ke pass reh jayegi na

Arshika's dad- arshika beta samjho accha jao jake so jao time bahut ho gya

And she left and slept like one obedient daughter and the next day in early morning her parents and sister left leaving her at her badi mummy's house she didn't said byee not even looked at them not because she was angry or something its because they will see her tears yes she wasn't much mature but knew better than crying in front of them

Baby arshika's pov:-

Mumma papa kyu gaye mere liye rukk jate na hum baad me chalte sb sath me ya fir mujhe bhi le chalte ek hi to exam tha tanu ko le gaye bs mujhe hi nhi

Pov end

Flashback end

Yeah she had a big fat family with lots of family members a sister, a brother,almost 12 cousin sisters and 10 cousin brothers from her both side of families so many classmates but friends she didn't have any someone who genuinely cared for her no she don't think she have any people find her weird now but she felt uncomfortable with herself the people around her made her feel like she is the problem like she did wrong like she was not fit for their perfect family like she is overreacting

"She was afraid of darkness in childhood
And now she only find solace in a dark room
She craved for attention when she was a child
Now she wanted to fade away in the background
She loved the main characters of the stories
And grew up to be a side lined daughter of her family"

"Ting ting"

She knew it's that specific notification from her cute batchmate she was getting from almost one month every day, she picked up her phone and her guess was right it was him as always She just don't know how he knows always that she is upset or what 🤷🏻‍♀️

Shayan
Replied to your story
"Yuuu kale libaas me
Apka didaar ho jaye
Hayeee to accha khasa insaan
Apka talabgaar ho Jaye 😚❤️"

Arnavi
Kuch bhi ap na bs aise hi hmari tareef krte rhte h ayan

Shayan
Aree aise hi nhi ap ho hi qayamat is nacheez ki kya galti bhala 😂

Arnavi
Accha chalo thik h ap bolte ho to maan leti hu
Waise ky kr rhe ho ap

Shyan
Bs apko yaad 😌

Arnavi
Sch me ky kr rhe h ayan btaiye na

Shayan
Areee sch me whi kr rhe h
Aur sath me dance practice chalu h seniors ke farewell ke liye

Arnavi
Bdhiya hai waise apko dance aata hai??

Shayan
Hn mtlb thik thak hi okay okay types

Arnavi
Chliye bdhiya hai dikhaiyega fir hume bhi
Abhi maze kijiye

Shayan
Kahe ke mazee ap to apne gaon ja ke baith gayi h

Arnavi
Khair kya kr skte hai ab
Ab to aa gaye

Shayan
Hn wo bhi hai
Waise ap dance krti ho ??

Flashback

It was the next night after mahashivratri and their was a kind of musical celebration going on in arshika's family in her village

And then they played the song deewani from bajirao mastani
And arshika and her cousin kanika started dancing but she was pulled a side by her eldest cousin kanak

Kanak:- arshika thoda side me nacho kanika accha dance kr rhi h dekhne do

She just stood their in corner ,giving her cousin all the space and attention its not like she wasn't known to the fact that kanika was a better dancer she knew and she loved and admired her sister for that because she loved her too much

But the little 10 year old girl felt bad her heart broke she didn't wanted to be called the best dancer or a competition with her sister she just wanted to dance because she loved dancing but then she left from their her whole family was their while she was sitting on the terrace crying yeah obviously she was overreacting 🥲

Flashback end

Shayan
Hello??
Kya hua apko ??

She came out of her daze and replied him

Arnavi
Kuch nahi
Wo kuch kaam tha bs
Aur dance nahi i am a really bad dancer isliye kabhi kabhar akele me that's it

Shayan
Aree aisa julm nahi kro yrrr kabhi hume bhi apna dance dikhna ap
Aur good bad ky
Dance khushi dikhane ke liye krte h judge thodi hai hum 😂

Arnavi
okay agli baar video bna ke bhejugi apko

And obviously he made her smile even without knowing that she was sad she felt happy that maybe she can have a friend too
And about ayan she was sure that he will never make her sad like her family maybe..............

(Author's note- Ohhhh what if he-nvm byyy)

ahamaditi here is your next chapter bacha

Your writer
Sana💗🦚