Barricades of Sincerity (Kaisoo)

Chapter 5

Note: Hi there! Here's the update for today. Hope you'll like it. I'll try my best to publish two updates tomorrow since I'll be busy the day after tomorrow, Wednesday, since it's my birth day. (Teehee!) I'm no longer 13 on wed. I'm crying (┳Д┳) Here's the update by the way! God bless!

Dedicated to HahuYeah unnie, I missed her like a lot and I wanted to dedicate this chapter to her as a thank you gift (tho it's just a little thing for me hehe) for being such a good friend and unnie. And the other thing is, her three-shot story Remember You from her KaiSoo Cravings was really really good, it's like my favorite from her stories! Read it if you still haven't, you won't regret a single thing. /winks/ Iloveyou unnie~

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"Thanks, Zitao! I'm sure Kyungsoo would love these." Jongin thanked Zitao, their long-time friend, as he handed him the flowers he bought for Kyungsoo. He drops by Zitao's flower shop before heading at the hospital to pick Kyungsoo up for them to get home together for their dinner.

"You're welcome as ever, Jongin. Now, go pick Kyungsoo up right now. I bet he's been waiting for you for so long." Zitao smiled at them and that was when Jongin waved goodbye after muttering his thank you to Zitao.

Jongin went to his car and started the engine. He drove his way to the hospital with a big smile on his face, he can't wait to see his husband's gorgeous face again and kiss him non-stop.

As Jongin got there, he parked his car at the parking lot and made his way to Kyungsoo's office. The moment he knocked gently on the door and burst it open, he was shocked to see Kyungsoo jotting down somrthing on his prescription notepad, with his tears streaming down his face.

Jongin panicked, why is his baby crying?! Who the hell did made his baby cry?! He was too worried that he rushed through Kyungsoo and hugged him tightly as he cupped his cheeks and asked him what happened.

Kyungsoo didn't answered his question, instead he just hugged Jongin back and burried his face on his husband's chest, still crying.

"Hey, baby, what's wrong? What happened? Why are you crying?" Jongin asked his husband while gently caressing his back to comfort him.

Kyungsoo just shook his head, Jongin heaved a sigh, understanding his husband's gestures. A few moments later, Kyungsoo stopped crying, still his face burried on Jongin's broad chest. Kyungsoo looked up on Jongin to see his worried face in front of him.

"J-Jongin..." Kyungsoo called. Jongin answered him with a hmm. He asked him why was crying a few moments ago. Kyungsoo just faked a smile at him and hugged him tightly. He doesn't want him to go.

"I-It's already 7 in the evening and I received n-no messages from you so I-I got worried. I thought y-you wouldn't come." Kyungsoo lied between his sobs. Of course, he won't tell him who just came today. He was afraid to know the truth. What if he really was Jongin's other man? And the child that looks like him was actually his child? What would he do? He'd gone crazy if it ever happens to be the truth of his conclusions.

Jongin smiled at how cute his husband is. He pinched Kyungsoo's cheeks and kissed him on the lips after wiping his tears away.

"Sorry if I was too late, hmm? I dropped by Zitao's shop to give you these, baby." Jongin then gave Kyungsoo the flowers he bought earlier just for him. Kyungsoo's smile went wide when he saw those flowers his husband bought just for him.

He grabbed the flowers from Jongin and sniffed the pleasant smell of it. He smelled the flower with a big smile on his face as Jongin watches him happily do the thing.

It was his favorite flower. (A/N: See the flower by yourself on the multimedia. ^^)

"T-Thank you, Jongin." Kyungsoo said as he sobbed. He hugged Jongin tightly as Jongin kissed him on the top of his head.

"Let's go home?"

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Kyungsoo places the dishes he prepared for dinner at the table and sat next to Jongin. They prayed first before eating and took their first bite.

"I miss Ziyu. You wanna visit him tomorrow morning? I'm free tomorrow." Jongin broke the silence as he asked his husband when Kyungsoo just nodded as a response. Jongin just shrugged, Kyungsoo wasn't like that, when it comes to Ziyu, he's excited and all but now, he's different. And Jongin wonders why.

"I heard a new movie's out last week. Let's have a movie date, baby! I'll buy you tons of nachos and sprite, you want that?" Jongin approached Kyungsoo but Kyungsoo just shrugged.

"Baby, what's the problem?" Jongin asked while Kyungsoo just ignored him. "Hey, tell me. What is it?" Jongin snorted. Kyungsoo just sighed in disbelief.

"I'm tired, Jongin. Not now." Kyungsoo says as he stood up from his seat. "I lost my appetite. Just put the dishes on the sink after eating. Excuse me."

Before Kyungsoo could go, Jongin pulled him by his wrist and pulled  his husband down so could sit on his lap.

"Kyungsoo, tell me, what's the problem?" Jongin asked, seriously. Kyungsoo can see the sincereness to know the truth in his eyes. But he just looked away. He could cry in any moment now.

"Baby... Please, tell me what's the problem? Are we okay?" Kyungsoo whimpered. He scartched his head forcefully and there, his face turnednred and there, he cried. He burst out, from all the pain he felt since morning up to this evening.. He knows he couldn't take it anymore.

"Tell you what!? Tell me what, Kim Jongin! Tell me, have you already found someone better than me? Someone better who can give you a child?" Kyungsoo burst into tears.

"Jongin, he said he was your ex. The child he has with him looks like you, so much. Was he your child?" Jongin's eyes went wide, still shocked of what he heard. "Jongin, hurting me physically is better than hurting me emotionally. If it was really true... How could you?"

Jongin still couldn't believe of his words. He's still confused of what Kyungsoo just said. But he has someone on his mind who would possibly do it.

Could it be....him?

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Note: Yay! Done with chapter 5. Thank you for reading! God bless you! :)