"Baby, calm down. Are you okay?"
Jongin asks. Kyungsoo was walking fast, but barely walks because of his knees that became pretty swollen. Jongin grabs Kyungsoo's arms and faced him.
"Baby please. Don't be like this!" When Jongin screamed, Kyungsoo came back to reality and there he looked straight into Jongin's eyes. Jongin then saw how swollen Kyungsoo's eyes were.
"W-what? A-aha, yes Jonginnie, I'm o-okay! L-let's go now, Ziyu must have been waiting for u-us." Kyungsoo answered, stuttering. He tturned his gaze on the other side, not wanting Jongin to open up the topic of it ever again.
Kyungsoo's tears fell down as he remembers what Dr Lu told him earlier, his knee became swollen, he can't barely walk.
Jongin looks at Kyungsoo. He thought....he thought that someday, Kyungsoo could give him a child of their own. But seems like he was wrong.
Kyungsoo can't.
Taeoh doesn't exist, and won't exist. Anymore. And it's all because of Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo blames himself so much for not giving Jongin a child. What if he leaves him? What if he found another girl or boy who can produce an offspring unlike him?
Jongin shook his head, preventing his tears to fall down. He parked the car near the bridge and looked at Kyungsoo who's facing the window, weeping silently.
He felt his heart ache when he saw in his reflection Kyungsoo's tears were continuously falling down. Jongin held Kyungsoo's hand and kissed it gently.
"Baby..." Jongin called but Kyungsoo didn't mind him. He can't let him see his face like that! He knows Jongin will blame himself for choosing him as his husband and now, for not being able to give him a child.
"Hey, baby, look at me. Please?" Jongin cupped Kyungsoo's face and kissed his tears away. Kyungsoo then looked straight on his eyes and sobbed.
"J-jongin!" Kyungsoo hugged Jongin, he wrapped his arms on his husband's neck and cried on his chest. "I'm sorry.." Jongin kissed Kyungsoo's head and hugged him back.
"Jonginnie, please don't leave me..." Kyungsoo mutters.
"It's okay, baby. I love you so much and leaving you never crossed my mind. No one can ever change that fact. I promise you."
Kyungsoo sighed in satisfaction. He hugged Jongin tighter, tears still falling down his beautiful face.
"I love you so much, Jonginnie."
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"Doe!! I miss you!!!" Ziyu exclaims once he saw Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo was spaced out but when he saw Ziyu approaching, he immediately brought him up and kissed him on his cheeks.
"I miss you too, Ziyu. Have you been a good boy?" Kyungsoo asks, sniffing the little boy's neck that tickles him, making him chuckle.
"Yes, doe! I've been a good boy. Where's Mr Kim by the way?" Ziyu asks suddenly, eyes wide open.
Ziyu calls Kyungsoo 'doe' because of his eyes and Jongin 'Mr Kim' because Ziyu seriously thinks Jongin was the CEO material husband Kyungsoo has.
"Hey, Zi." Jongin greets and Ziyu gets off of Kyungsoo and went to Jongin. Jongin immediately carried him and kissed him on his nose.
"Mr Kim!!!" Ziyu says as he hugged Jongin. Kyungsoo just smiled at the sight. Jongin was smiling and he can't ignore the fact that Jongin was too good handling kids so much and seeing him enjoying Ziyu's company, it makes his heart flutter yet broken because of the fact that he can't give Jongin a child.
"Doe and Mr Kim bought you a gift! I'm sure you'll love it." Jongin exclaims.
"Kyung! You arrived!" Sehun greets. Kyungsoo smiled.
"Yep, we should. Or else Zi will get mad at us." Jongin kids and pats Ziyu's head.
"Oh, Lu's not with you two?" Sehun asked. The two just shrugged. Sehun then asked them to come inside.
Once they took their first step, they heard Luhan's voice with full of longing and desire for the two, even if he was only out for almost an hour.
"Hi, honey. Sorry, I took the different direction because of the traffic that's why I took so long. How's the party going?" Luhan asks, getting Ziyu from Jongin and Kyungsoo after greeting them. Luhan noticed how lonesome Kyungsoo is, he just sighed.
Jongin worries about Kyungsoo. Kyungsoo wasn't full with himself the whole day. When they got home, Kyungsoo immediately went to their room and slept, still weeping.
Jongin cooked something for dinner since Kyungsoo fell asleep. It's the first time he cooked and he thank God because he taught himself how to cook before. Kyungsoo was usually the one who cooks dinner for them two and whenever Jongin insists himself to cook, Kyungsoo would just say no because he don't want Jongin to get tired.
That's how sweet Kyungsoo is.
Jongin went upstairs to wake Kyungsoo up for them to eat dinner. When Jongin saw Kyungsoo, a small curve on his lips was formed. Kyungsoo hugs the Pororo plushie Jongin first gave him when he was still courting him.
He looks so cute hugging it, especially when Kyungsoo's brows were creased, that seems like he was having a dream. He shakes his head and shouting. Until Jongin sees tears falling down again from his face.
"J-jongin...don't leave me hanging please?"
He doesn't know but he felt nervous when Kyungsoo muttered those words while dreaming. He thinks.. would he be able to leave Kyungsoo someday?
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Barricades of Sincerity (Kaisoo)
Acak[ON-HOLD] Do Kyungsoo was a pediatrician and loves kids so much. Kyungsoo then married Kim Jongin and wanted to have a baby of their own but unfortunately, he wasn't fertile still and can't produce one. Once Jongin and Kyungsoo fought about it, Jong...
