Distant

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People are inconsiderate. They will never understand. If I told them; tried to find the words and make them understand, they would tell me I was just exaggerating, because I have hidden the pain so well. They don't know, and if its up to me, they never will. I don't need their pity anyways. That feels so fake. I just want love. I don't want to lose anyone else. I can't lose anyone else. I will break, I'm already way to close and the glue can only hold for so long. If they truly care, they won't leave me, like everyone else. It's like a curse. I don't understand why though. When I look around, everyone is happy with their friends, sharing smiles and real laughs, and we are just sitting here, silent. It hurts so so bad. I just want it to be over. I never wanted this, I just wanted to feel safe... 

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