Watching videos and looking at pictures of us from a time when we were happy is dangerous, because then I start to think of what could have been if we never got into that fight, or that maybe you really weren't that bad. But I have to remind myself that you changed. That wouldn't be us anymore. You hurt me. I shouldn't still be hurting but I am. Some people don't understand how bad it hurts to look at good memories and laugh but then instantly start crying because you realize it was never real anyways. Oh my Lord it hurts SO bad. It's not fair that I can still think about you and feel my heart throb, but you think about me and you probably roll your eyes. Oh how my heart yearns that all those memories weren't fake.
A/N: I wrote this early cause I couldn't sleep... again lol. Anyways have a good one guys.
- hamilfan1700
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Parables of Pain
PoetrySometimes we feel lonely, like we are going through something hard, and we are in pain, but we are afraid to tell someone about it in fear that they will tell us we are exaggerating or that they will pity us and not treat us the same. So we keep the...
