𝗦𝗘𝗢𝗞𝗦𝗢𝗢 𝗢𝗡𝗘𝗦𝗛𝗢𝗧𝗦.

Confession.

Set: Angst, Fluff.

...

Seokmin waited outside of school for Joshua. His best friend and his crush. Joshua was someone seokmin could rely on when days were gloomy. He didn't know when but he started liking Joshua, romantically.

He was waiting for Joshua with a box of chocolates in one hand. Today was valentines day, the day he was waiting for. He had decided to confess on the very day. He saw Joshua coming up to him, still handsome as ever.

Tight white shirt, with a black jacket. Blue jeans. Hands in his pockets, one waving at him. The bag strap around his broad shoulders. His chest muscles which were almost visible due to the cloth. His undercut hair slid back.

'He looks so handsome..' seokmin thought. Joshua approached him and ruffled his hair giggling at the sight of seokmin red, being shy. At this point Joshua would definitely find out that he likes him.

"Why did you want to meet up..?" Joshua asked smiling playing with seokmin's hair before pulling back. "Actually hyung.." but as he was about to say a girl came hugging Joshua, tightly while the elder smiled warmly.

"Hey yoona, what's up?" Joshua asked as the girl backed off looking at seokmin then to joshua. "I want to ask you out, for valentines." Joshua smiled, "Sure!" And with that seokmins heart crushed. Only if he said those words sooner.

"Oh right seokmin, what were you sayin–" Joshua couldn't finish his words as seokmin put the chocolate box in his hands before turning around, walking away. Joshua tried to chase seokmin but yoona stopped him.

"Shua~!" The girl kept blabbering while Joshua's heart fell empty as seokmin just disappeared.  He wasn't there for his own best friend well.. the love of his life. The one he loved. That was him, it was seokmin.

Other side.

It was almost eleven pm yet seokmin hadn't came home. Jeonghan his best friend was worried. Seungcheol was like a father to him and Wonwoo, his twin. The four lived together in a big house.

"Cheolie! Seokmin hasn't come home.. can you find him?" Jeonghan asked Seungcheol to which the other nodded. "He hasn't come yet? I thought he was sleeping." Seungcheol wore his coat.

Seungcheol walked out of the house. He wandered the streets not finding seokmin, concerned. Then he remembered how seokmin likes to go to parks. He quickly went to the local park and he saw a person on the swings.

He went a bit closer, thinking it was seokmin. His inspection was confirmed when he saw the uniform and face, except, a puffy face. Seokmin looked like he cried for hours. Seokmin still had tears on his face, not crying.

He came up to seokmin to which the younger wiped his tears away. Seungcheol sighed taking a seat next to him, on the swing. Seokmin recognized it was seungcheol but he didn't say anything,

"What are you doing here at late night? People will hurt you; most of all, why are you crying?" Seungcheol asked with a soft and warm voice, too afraid to scare the younger since he just cried and seungcheol knew.

"It's nothing hyung.." Seokmin replied avoiding eye-contact. There was something. That something was heartbreak. A heart break also a decision to avoid his lovely hyung, Joshua to stop crushing on him and stop loving him too. He didn't want that but he couldn't do anything else. Joshua liked someone, that someone wasn't him.

"Seok, did you gave Joshua the chocolate you made? And confess? Did he reject? Tell me. If I need to beat him up I will do, I don't want my beautiful baby brother to cry over him." Well.. let's just say Joshua and seungcheol were enemies now they're playful enemies. The two, when young had a crush on jeonghan and it wasn't normal after that.

"Cheol, yes I did gave him the chocolates. But I shoved into his hands mostly. I didn't confess.. nor did he reject. Just don't beat him up.." Seokmin replied leaving seungcheol confused. "We're you not ready?" Seungcheol asked and seokmin shook his head again. "I was." Seokmin replied and left seungcheol confused even more, "Then?"

"There was this girl. Yoona, the school's visual crush you know. She just came hugging shua out of nowhere she asked him out for valentines and he agreed I couldn't say it after seeing the two.. it's just, that maybe him being with a girl is better. No rumors and all.. it's better I'm not suitable." Seokmin said smiling bitterly.

"No seok. You wont say that, get a good night's sleep and freshen up." Seungcheol stood up offering his hand and seokmin accepted it. The two walked side by side until the house came into view. Seungcheol ringed the bell smiling. The door opened revealing wonwoo with a book. "Where have you been? Hannie-hyung almost had a seizure."

The two laughed coming inside the house. "In the sofa, he's waiting there. Especially for you, seokmin." Seokmin and seungcheol nodded heading to the living room. Jeonghan saw two people from across his eye. He stood up and hugged the person he was most waiting for, seokmin.

"Where were you?! I thought you got kidnapped!" Jeonghan playfully hit seokmins chest to which the younger softly giggled. "Hannie, he'll sleep now. I will explain. Seok, Won go to beds you have school tomorrow don't you? If you don't go now you might not wake up tomorrow. Go to bed and dream of candy."

The twins looked at eachother before nodding and heading upstairs. "Well, Cheol will tell me too tomorrow.." wonwoo said and seokmin replied with a smile. "Good night Min." Seokmin nodded. "Hm, good night Wonu." The twins headed to their rooms going to sleep. Seokmin knew he couldn't.

"How will I face shua hyung now?"

The words seokmin had thought before drifting to sleep. When he woke up the next day from wonwoo flicking him, he headed to the bathroom the first thing he thought about was Joshua.  The first and last thing. "Oh god.."

He went downstairs to eat this time feeling a lot more better. The three sitting on the table looked at him in worry. "Uh so.. yesterday that happened." Wonwoo said blinking. Seokmin nodded looking at him. "Hyung, help me pass shua hyungs class. Please?" Wonwoo shook his head. "No way— Ah!" Wonwoo had stopped when jeonghan hit him glaring at him. "Yes I will.''

After eating the twins walked to school talking about the upcoming event. It was an event held one week after valentines. The duo reached school and seokmin walked next to wonwoo who was leading him to class. As they were about to skip Joshua's class he came right into view. "Good morning wonwoo! Mingyu's waiting for you outside you're class."

And in a second wonwoo turned around and ran, disappearing. What the heck!? Crush over your own twin!? Jeon wonwoo!. Seokmin thought. Joshua stood infront of him softly taking his hands and leading him to one of the empty classes locking the door. Seokmin gulped as Joshua leaned onto his ear. His hot breath against seokmins skin making him shiver.

"Yesterday, why did you shove those chocolates into my chest? And also.. Minghao saw you one of the swings. You're puffy eyes confirmed that you cried yesterday there. What happened? Was it me who made you cry? Was it me?" Joshua pulled back staring straight into seokmins eyes but the younger broke it.

"No.. Shua hyung it wasn't you," seokmin replied fidgeting his fingers. "Then tell me seokmin, don't hide from me please I worry for you y'know? Yesterday you ran off from me and I didn't get sleep. Tell me Min, please." The tone made seokmin gulp and he had no reason to hide anymore.

"Shus hyung, I'll tell you. I-I was gonna.. confess to you ye-yesterday but it's okay you can reject me that girl yoona was gonna confess anyway to you so i.. I didnt. Shua hyung I like you, more than best friends I love you." That was it for Joshua to kiss him. Seokmin who was shocked parted his Lips. Joshua took it as a chance and shoved his tounge inside seokmins mouth.

Seokmin just froze in spot. His crush was kissing him, his own crush. He finally started enjoying the kiss as the tounges danced in rhythm though seokmin was a bit slow since it was his first kiss. He hit Joshua's chest indicating he couldn't breath.

"Silly, I love you too!" And with that their makeout started.