BEING LOVED BY THEM

chapter 6

Evans pov

I woke up to an empty bed and the smell of good food. I then went to the bathroom and did my routine before going back to my room and checking my phone.

Devon 😊: Good morning, sweetheart

I just left him on read before walking to the kitchen. "Hey you, how did you sleep?" Asked Christopher in an overly cheerful voice. "I'm going through a heart break remember ". "ohh sorry... I made you break -" Christopher's phone rang, cutting him off halfway through his sentence. "Hello," he said, all smiley and giggly. I knew exactly who he was speaking to. "I can't today. I'm taking care of my sick friend." Am I supposed to be the sick friend. I laughed at that, causing him to playfully glare at me. "okay bye I'll call you later, okay?" he then hung up before turning to Me. "What's so funny, Evan?"he asked in his I'm trying to be serious voice. " You know you didn't have to cancel your dick appointment because of me right". " Well, I did because you've canceled a lot of dick appointments because of me too." He then walked around the kitchen counter to hug me.

After eating we got ready for work with Christopher wearing my clothes which fit him perfectly. We then took our separate cars and drove to work.

After getting into my office, I checked my schedule, and I had a meeting with Devon. I'm in charge of redecorating a house he just bought, which means I'll still be seeing him a lot. Before I could even prepare mysel,  aknockd was heard from my door. " come in.". " hey sunflower "he said while going in for a hug. I caught one of his hands and shaked them before telling him to take a seat ." Let's get straight to busine,  shall we?" I said nonchalantly.

"Evan baby, are you okay?"he asked, probably sensing my hostility. "It's Mr. Smith to you, and I'm okay, "I said,  getting annoyed. "Okay..."he said hesitantly before we began the meeting. Throughout the meeting, he tried talking to me about non house related things, and the more he spoke, the more pissed I got, but I held myself together, and before I knew it, the meeting was over.

As I was walking him out of my office, he stopped and turned to me ." Clearly, you lied about being okay, so please tell me what's wrong,"he said,  concerned. "Ohhh I'm the liar...thats crazy because I thought the liar between us would be the one cheating on his husband with me but maybe I dont know the proper definition of a liar" I said with an attitude hiding my anger and hurt.

Devon just stood there dumbfounde,  looking like a deer caught in headlights. "I -I," he said,  stuttering. "You what ... you know I'm the fool here. I'm the dumb one for believing I could be in a perfect loving relationship with a perfect man ... the reality is that no one will ever love me like I want to be loved. No one will be loyal to me like I want them to be, and that's okay... you really hurt m, Devon,  cause you lead me on only to hurt me  and dump me along the way,  "I said .At this point , I began crying from the hurt and pain I was feeling.

"Baby, that's not what it was. Please let me explain," he said desperately. Wow, he's a liar and an actor he should run for president. "I dont want your explanation. Please leave, okay? I don't want to ever see you again unless it's work related" I said assertively. I was tired of being played with and being made to look like a fool.

Devon left after muttering the words "I'm sorry ". I shut the door and leaned on it before I began crying silently. I was so dumb to think someone will finally love me for me and not just for the sex.But I was wrong, and that hurts so bad.

Devons pov

Who told him about my husband... I wanted to be the one to inform him about Ryan. I did not want to argue with him, so I just left and drove straight to Ryan's office.

I barged into his office only to find that he was in a meeting, but I didn't care. I needed some husband love right now. "Devon, are you okay?"he asked while standing up from his chair. "NO," I answered honestly. He then turned to his guest and said "Mrs leguni, my husband isn't feeling well. Can we finish this some other time. "Sure definitely... I hope he gets well soon, "she replied with a smile looking at both Ryan and I. She then walked out, leaving me free to cry like a baby. "What's wrong, baby?" "he found out that I'm married, and he didn't even give me a chance to explain he just jumped into conclusion and called me a liar. " He just sat on his chair and pulled me to his lap. "Don't worry about it baby okay ". "okay ".

After I calmed down, Rayn and I went home. We then took a long bath before ordering takeout and cuddling on the couch while the TV played some random movie in the background.

"Who could have possibly told him?" asked Rayn out of the blue."I dont know honestly baby...all I know is I have to speak to Evan and tell him what it really is,"I said, determined." And I'll be right by your side supporting and cheering you on love," he said, kissing me on the lips.

After our little conversation I realized that the only way I can fix this is by reaching out the Evan and telling him the truth because him forgiving me and hearing me out even though we gonna part ways is better than us leaving things on a sour note. With that in mind, I reached for my phone before typing a  message to Christopher.

ME : Hey. I know I'm the last person you wanna hear from right now, but I'm reaching out to ask for a chance to clear things up and explain what's really going on. Please give me an opportunity to explain, please.😭🙏