Wanderlust.

10: Fantasías.

Benito

That kiss had started a fire inside of me that I was unable to tame. Alina slowly got out of the bed, leaving me sitting there with a longing feeling of wanting more. She bit her lip as she walked over to the closet. Blinking, I sat there and watched her every move. What was she doing? She looked over her shoulder while pulling a t-shirt out of the closet. The look she gave me was absolutely killing me but I didn't want to do anything she wouldn't consent to, so I waited for her to give me a sign, and it came. 

"I'll go shower, we both smell like smoke and alcohol." she said, walking up to the door. Was that an invitation or did she mean for me to leave? When I didn't move a muscle, she spoke again:"Do you not want to shower?" She didn't need to say anything else. Immediately, I got out of the bed as well and followed her. The bathroom was small but it had a shower and a bathtub in it, a small shelf with towels, toilet paper, make up and perfumes on it, a sink and toilet and a big mirror over the sink. Just like the other rooms, it was incredibly clean and smelt fresh. Two towels were hanging at the side of the shower - a small and a big one. 

"Just grab one from the shelf." she said, turning the water on. I did as she had told me and turned around. As I bent down to pull a big towel out, I heard the sound of cloth hitting the floor. Immediately, I tensed up and I was scared to turn around. What if my fantasies had painted a picture of her in my mind that was surreal? I could also hear how the shower door slid open. My heart was racing at this point. With the towel in my hand, I slowly turned towards her. She was standing underneath the water, her bare back facing me. One of my fantasies came to life in that moment. It was like my hands had their own mind when the started to pull my boxers down. I had no control over my legs anymore either because they were walking over to the shower cabin automatically. Hesitatingly, I closed the door behind me. Alina had her eyes closed, her head had fallen back as she enjoyed the warmth of the water. Biting my lip, I reached my hands out to her waist. Her skin was the softest thing I had ever felt in my life. As my fingertips brushed over her ribcage towards her stomach, I held my breath. Should I just get right to it? All of a sudden. I didn't know how to sleep with someone anymore. A smile spread across Alina's face when she felt my fingers. She immediately turned around and wrapped her arms around my neck, causing my hands to slide down to her hips. I tried my hardest to concentrate on her face because I didn't want her to think that I would scan her body. My breath was already uneven. 

"Are you okay?" she asked a little concerned. Her eyes studying my face. She had not looked at my body once - at least not yet. I thought about what I would say; it was only fair to tell her about the fantasies I had had.

"Yeah, it's just that I had dreams about this situation." I admitted quietly. Alina raised an eye brow and bit her lip. A small smirk started to form on her lips. 

"Dreams? Tell me about them." she mumbled, moving her face closer to mine. She stopped when our noses brushed against each other. A wave of lust rushed through me, then I swallowed and took a deep breath. 

"I had a dream similar to this right here." I stuttered unable to look away from her eyes and the lustful look she gave me. 

"What did we do?" she asked and pecked my lips quickly. Oh, Lord, if I told her about all the incredibly dirty things I had imagined, she would be disgusted. I cleared my throat and thought about one of the more harmless fantasies. 

"We were in the shower and I pushed you against the wall." I carefully started. Alina bit her lip and stepped back from me, so she could lean on the wall behind her. That was the moment that made me scan her body. Perfection.

"And then?" she questioned quietly. I closed the gap between us and smashed my lips into hers. My hands were placed on the wall, pretty much trapping her. After a few moments of making out, she broke the kiss. I placed a sloppy and very wet kiss underneath her ear. My shyness was gone within a second. She liked hearing about my fantasies and she wanted to make them happen.

"Then I imagined how you taste like." I whispered in her ear, my voice even raspier than before, "and how wet you would get for me." I continued, brushing my fingers over her chest to her stomach and ultimately to her crotch. I was a little hesitant with reaching in between her legs but her soft moan, the uneven breathing and her closed eyes were telling me that she wanted me to touch her. Agonisingly slow, I slid my finger further down. Alina wasn't just wet, she was dripping wet, causing me to shortly suck in some air and then smirk against the skin on her neck. Since I had wanted to taste her, I also started to trail kisses down her body. She looked down at me, biting her lower lip as I placed the first sloppy kiss where my finger had been just seconds earlier. She looked like an absolute goddess, looking down at me. Immediately, she let out a not so soft and quiet moan anymore. She tasted heavenly and I could've done this for the rest of the day but I had to stop myself because I wanted to know how she felt too. 

"Your dream didn't end there, did it?" Alina asked, completely out of breath, when I let go of her crotch. I shook my head in response and slammed my lips into hers again. She most definitely did taste herself. While I was kissing her, I could feel one of her small hands wander down to my crotch. In the second she wrapped her hand around me, I let out a groan. This had not been part of my dream which is why I forced myself to pull her hand away and pin it against the wall. Alina broke the kiss and looked at me with confusion written all over her face. 

"Did I do something that you didn't like?" she asked concerned. Lord, how could she get even more perfect than she already was? She was attentive enough to make sure that I enjoyed this just as much. I bit my lip and shook my head. 

"You wanted to know what happened in my dream. You didn't touch me" I told her and grabbed her other hand to pin it against the wall as well, "it was all about pleasing you." I added and pressed my body against hers. Alina let out a moan when she could feel my dick press against her crotch. I was teasing her now and I loved how she looked while I was doing so. 

"Okay, what did you do next?" she whispered slowly, barely getting the words out. A smile spread across my face. 

"You turned around." I said, letting go of her hands. Almost immediately, Alina turned her back towards me, looking at me over her shoulder. I pushed her hair over the other shoulder and slid my hand down her back. 

"Tell me what happened then." she mumbled, sounding like she was getting impatient. I wrapped my arms around her from behind and placed a kiss on her bare shoulder.

"I imagined what it would feel like to be inside you." I responded, letting go with one arm and reaching between us. Although the water running in the shower was warm, I had goosebumps when I positioned myself. Feeling her with my tip was intense. Slowly, I pushed upwards with my hips. 

"How tight you would be." I kept whispering in her ear, while entering her slowly. Her mouth was slightly open. I watched her reaction closely. She had closed her eyes in pleasure. I let out a deep but quiet moan myself, when I had fully entered her. For a few seconds, I let her adjust to me, then I mumbled:"And I imagined doing this over and over again." I started thrusting in and out very slowly. It felt so good that I didn't want it to end anytime soon. Every time I thrusted in, she moaned quietly and I joined in. 

"I also dreamt about how it would feel like if you came on me." I mumbled, finally picking up the pace after five minutes of not only torturing her but also myself. Alina's moans got louder and soon after that, I could feel her clench around me. To hear her moan uncontrollably with her begging me to keep going was like music in my ears. When her climax hit her, I could feel myself get close too, so I went even faster and harder. 

"I imagined how it would feel to cum inside you too." I panted right before my own climax let me get sloppy. Alina simply nodded, giving me the okay to not pull out and so I didn't. I leaned my head against her head, breathing heavily and riding out my climax. Alina was still clenching around me, slightly moaning with every muscle move her body made. This had been better than any fantasy could've ever been. 

"I want to hear more about your dreams." she mumbled once she had calmed down a little bit. I pulled out of her and grabbed her face to kiss her.

"I will show you each and every one of them if you let me." I gave back, when I broke the kiss. What had I just done? Where was my self control? I had fucked up but in that moment I didn't care. She was like a drug to me and I was already addicted.