Warning Sexual content!
Billie's P.O.V
Even after all the pain he caused I still kiss back. It felt right, it felt familiar. He deepens the kiss and gently pushes me against the couch. I close my eyes and relax as he makes out with me. As much as I want to fight this I can't, I missed him. I feel his hands travel to my shorts and he pulls them down. I know where this is going and I'm not going to stop it. I help remove him my panties. "Please Dylan" I beg softly. He pulls his pants and boxers down. Without warning he slams into me. I scream from the pain. Dylan has never been one to care about sexual needs. He's rough and not in a good way. "Fuck Bil you're so tight" he moans thrusting hard. Tears fill my eyes, it hurts and he doesn't care. I let him keep going though. "I'm almost there" he groans. I wish he just cared more. Moments later he pulls out and releases on my stomach. He gets off of me and gets dressed before walking out the door. No goodbye, no aftercare, no real love. I curl up and sob realizing this was a stupid mistake.
Jesse's P.O.V
I laid in bed trying to fall asleep but something kept telling me to check on Billie. I grab my phone and check the cameras to see another man in her apartment. My eyes widen as their lips lock and he pushes her onto the couch. Moments later he's inside her. No foreplay at all he just shoves his dirty cock inside her delicate little body. I'm fucking pissed and not just because she's fucking another man but because he didn't care about her needs at all. I zoom in on her face and see countless tears. It's hurting her, he's fucking hurting her and doesn't seem to care. I realize that this piece of shit is Dylan. No wonder she thinks all men are the same, her own ex boyfriend can't get her off and they've been together for a long time. It finally stops but my heart breaks worse seeing him leave and not care for her. Fuck this is awful to witness. Once he's gone she curls up and sobs. My poor beautiful Billie. I watch her cry herself to sleep feeling completely awful. I want to go comfort her, hold her, and tell her I'm right here but she'll know something is off if I show up now. I can't let her speculate that I'm watching her.
I want to punish her for this but she's been punished enough. I want to hurt Dylan badly after what he's done to my sweet girl. Next time I see her I'm going to show her how sex should really be and when she's mine I'm going to please her body everyday. I keep my phone on so it feels like I'm going to sleep with her.
Billie's P.O.V
My eyes flutter open and I realize I'm freezing and on my couch half naked. My mood instantly sours when I remember last night. Dylan came here to have sex with me and then leave. I let it happen and I shouldn't have. I feel disgusting. I get up and immediately go to the shower washing him away. I really hope Jesse doesn't do that to me. Right Jesse, he's going to be disappointed that I slept with another man that is if I tell him. I don't know if I can take a punishment from him right now. I finally finish showering and get dressed for the day. I have work in a few hours but it's a short shift. I plan on going to the club tonight to see Jesse I really enjoyed my time with him last night. I eat and watch TV until it's time to leave.
Jesse's P.O.V
Each day I'm getting closer to owning my sweet Billie. I want her to come to the club tonight so she can see me and so we can spend more time together. Until then I have a lot of meetings to attend. I can't get what I saw last night out of my mind though. Is that what sex has always been like for her? I can't believe he didn't even help her get in the shower or at least clean her up. I'm really disgusted and what nothing more than to show her real pleasure. I just hope I don't ever see Dylan or I might end up really hurting him.
Billie's P.O.V
My shift is coming to an end and all I can think about is going to the club and being with Jesse. I clock out and go to my car.
Dylan: Are you going to be home again tonight?
You've got to be fucking kidding me! He wants to come back because I gave him what he wanted. He makes me feel so shitty and I have to stop giving in. I ignore him and drive to the club. I know I'm in my work clothes but I don't feel like driving home. I arrive at the club and try to look presentable as I can. I grab my tag and put it on my wrist before going inside. It's busy like always and I get looks from thirsty men. I ignore and go look for Jesse. I head up the elevator to the red level. I'm so ready to see Jesse. I walk around ignoring the looks and cat calls from the other men. Finally I see him. My heart drops though, he's with Allison. I let tears pour down my cheeks feeling betrayed but I just stand there. Jesse finally spots me and looks at me concerned. He immediately comes over to me trying to hug me but I pull away. "What's wrong beautiful?" He asks. I can feel rage in body. What the fuck does he mean what's wrong? "You're with Allison! Why do you keep lying?!" I spat.
"No I'm not with her, we were just talking, you have to stop assuming that I want her. I only want you." he replies. I push myself away feeling sad. Dylan took advantage of my body and Jesse is playing me. Why do I do this to myself? I'm not deserving of love. "Y-You know what Jesse, fuck off!" I spat rushing over to the elevator. He quickly catches me and I start screaming. I've bottled up all these emotions and I have to let it out. "You need to calm down" he says trying to pull me against him. "NO GET OFF OF ME!" I yell. Instead of stopping he picks me up and throws me over his shoulder like I weigh nothing. I keep making a scene but it's not like anyone cares. He carry's me to his private room, the same room he punished me in before. I really don't want to be punished but this is what he does, he hurts people for pleasure. He puts me down on the couch and then sits beside me. "What's wrong pretty?" He asks wiping my tears. "I'm just sick of heartbreak! First Dylan and now you, I want to be loved Jesse and cherished not just someone's toy" I sob. He pulls me onto his lap so I'm straddling him. I don't fight it. "You are so loved Billie, I love and cherish you. I know Dylan really upset you but please understand I will never do that to you" he explains softly wiping my tears again.
He can be so gentle and caring with me. "Y-You promise?" I ask. "I promise" he whispers back before kissing my forehead. We cuddle for a few minutes before he kisses my face all over. "I hope you agree to be mine" he says softly. I've definitely thought about it but the idea of him cheating just haunts me. "I-I don't know if I can" I respond. I feel him tense up. "You need to let all that fear go sweet girl, once you're mine I'm also yours which means nobody else will be in the picture" he explains. It does make me feel a little better but I'm still nervous he's going to break my heart. "I'm not like Dylan ok? I know how to pleasure you and get you off. I know how to care for you and give you the support you need" he says. "D-Dylan pleased me" I lie. He looks at me shocked. "Really? So that man has given you an orgasm before?" He asks skeptically. I look away feeling embarrassed. "N-No" I admit. "That's what I thought" he replies. "Do you want me to give you one you seem like you really need it" he says. He's always wanting to give me pleasure. "You don't have to I'm sure Allison is missing you" I say. "Don't start that shit just lay down and let me help you relieve some stress" he says. I can't act like I don't want this, he makes me feel good. I give in and lay down just like he wanted me to.
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