You know... I know...- Yoonmin

9. Trust

Jimin's PoV:-

After 1.5 hours of sitting beside the Jungkook's bed, I was still worried. Though the doctor had said that he will wake up when the medicine dose will lessen a little, I couldn't help but be worried.

Thinking about what to do next, I again opened my phone to stick on some videos to keep me awake. That's when my eyes saw the red light on the battery tab. 9%!

I needed to charge the phone. I looked around for a charger. Jungkook's charger was unfortunately not the same type. I got up to go to my room and get my charger making a mental note to come quickly.

"I'll just go and grab my charger, jungkookie!" I said and ruffled his hairs before walking out and climbing upstairs to my room.

I started to search for my charger. "Uhhh this Taehyung! Always putting things here and there until they just disappear." I groaned while searching for the charger. After what felt like an eternity, I fount it under my own pillow.

I was ready to leave but my eyes fell on window door which was open. I went to close it. And after checking if any other door is open, I walked out. I went down stairs but I don't know why, my heart beat quickened. I fast walked towards RM hyung's and jungkook's shared bedroom. I opened the door and view in front of me made my heart sank.

I ran towards jungkook who was lying on the ground while whimpering. "Jungkookie!" I called him out while crouching down and he made an effort to look at me.

"Jungkook!" He closed his eyes and panic arose within me. Without wasting any time I called for emergency doctors who insured me about the arrival of ambulance. I lifted his head on my lap while my eyes blurred with tears.

My hand felt a warmth of liquid, identifying the blood oozing from his head. "Jungkook?" I shook him a little but got no response. I was desperate. I was panicking. I didn't notice when my eyes let out the tears and I started crying. Loud and desperate.

"God! I'm so sorry, Jungkookah!" The beeping sound of ambulance caught my attention. Nurses with a doctor and few others entered in. In no time, jungkook was taken into an ambulance with me by his side. I quickly dialled Yoongi hyung's number with my shivering hands and unclear vision.

After 3 rings, he picked up. "Hello?" His soft voice panicked me more. 'Jimin-ah, don't leave his side even for a second.' His words came back at me. I tried not to stutter with my uneven breathing and huffs. "H-hello? Yoongi hyung?"

Guess he sensed something wrong, "Jiminie, what happened? Are you crying?" He asked. "H-h-hyung, please hurry to the city hospital."

Our call ended without any other word. The sight of jungkook laying unconscious on the small bed with the nurses trying to cover the blood, made my stomach churn with guilt and panic. I was crying and crying until my throat went dry and hurt like hell. We reached the hospital soon and jungkook was taken into the VIP room.

A doctor tried to calm me by saying he wasn't in any danger, it was a mild accident but the guilt inside me forced me to not utter a word, though I had stopped crying. I was standing in one corner when familiar footsteps approached me. "Jimin-ah?!" I looked up with my now puffy eyes just to see another pair of crying eyes.

"T-Tae?" He huffed like he had a long run, while gulping a lump of tears, while the other 3 came too. Hobi, Jin, and Namjoon hyung. "What happened, jimin-ah?!" I couldn't say a word, if I did it would take no time for me to break into cries again. "Jimin? Where is jungkook?" I pointed at the VIP room. My eyes fell on the 4th figure who just entered the lobby, running all the way to us.

"Tell us what happened, jiminie!" Namjoon hyung's soft tone gave me strength to speak. "I...." I cleared my throat. "I went to my room to grab my charger, I couldn't find it so it took me a while and when I came back, he was on the floor with blood on his head."

"I-I am sor-" I was interrupted when Yoongi hyung aggressively pushed Tae to the side and stood in front of me instead. "Are you dumb?" He looked straight in my eyes which were widened, and my knees felt weak.

"I clearly said, no sorry, warned you not to leave his side even for a minute, didn't I?" I looked down with guilt that was now floating above the clouds. "LOOK AT ME WHEN I SPEAK, PARK JIMIN! His shout made me flinch so badly and tears welded up again. "Yoongi?" Jin hyung's attempt of calming him down failed like always when Yoongi hyung glared at him.

I looked up slowly. His eyes were on me but they held a strange anger, hatred and.... Disappointment. "I asked you something? Didn't I warn you?" I nodded slowly. "THEN HOW THE FUCK YOU WERE SO INATTENTIVE?! HOW THE FUCK YOU DID THIS STUPIDITY, PARK JIMIN?!!" I startled again, tears threatening to fall.

"H-h-hyung, I-" He interrupted me again with another yell, "SHUT UP! I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS FROM YOU!!" I closed my eyes and looked down to hide my tears which now started to fall. "DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MUCH SERIOUS THIS SITUATION IS!! HE'S IN ICU BECAUSE OF YOU! YOU TOOK THE RESPONSIBILITY WILLINGLY AND THEN LEFT HIM TO GET HURT!!" He left out a sharp breathe. "Are you ever gonna speak?!"

Although his yell stopped but his anger could still be felt. I was shivering while controlling but failing to my tears. I couldn't speak because I had no excuse. What I did was utter stupidity. Jungkook is in ICU because of me. He's got his head bleeding because of me. Yoongi hyung is angry because he's disappointed in me-

"GODDAMN! PARK JIMIN, SPEAK UP FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" I startled and let out a whimper. "I-I... I have no excuse. I'm sorry-" I was startled again when he groaned against me.

Our attention was caught by a doctor coming out of ICU room. All others rushed toward him while I stayed still. I couldn't move at all.

"Doctor, how's he?!" Taehyung asked with desperacy oozing from his voice. I can't imagine how Taehyung must be feeling. Jungkook is his favourite dongsaeng. He can't see jungkook suffering. And here I am, making him suffer. My tears wouldn't stop nor the fast beating of my heart.

"Guys, please calm down. He's all fine. Fortunately there wasn't much damage. His fever is also lesser now. You can meet him. He's conscious now." He smiled and stepped out of VIP lounge. Suga hyung glared at me once before going in.

I felt sick at my stomach. I felt weak and guilty. I couldn't look into anyone's eyes. Others also looked at me with pity in their eyes and stepped in. No one would ever step against Min Yoongi, I knew. They shouldn't. Not when I have committed this sin, not just a mistake.

I stepped back, my legs wobbled but I had to stay balanced. I wiped my ugly cries, wore my mask and ran out towards parking. Our manager was waiting there for us. "Jimin?" He approached me. "How's jungkook? What happened to him?" I removed my mask and smiled a little. "He's fine now. He's conscious. You should go meet him while I wait here?" He stared at me for a few moments before walking in.

Once he was out of my sight, I sat in the car. Fortunately, the key was there in socket. The sound of engine echoed in my pumping ears when I started the car. And I ran away. Ran away from everyone, everything and him. My problems, my sins, my mistakes, my tears...

The road in front of me was blurring from time to time. I had no idea where I would end up but I knew something... I didn't want to go back and show my face to him... I lost his trust...
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