Not Your Son

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The doctor told you I was a boy.
You believed them.
My whole growing life you called me your son.
Because you thought I was a boy.
It was what you were told, right?

The kids around me saw me as a boy.
They thought I was a boy.
And so did my teachers.
Much like you, they all used masc terms on me.

I spent years having to use the boy's bathroom.
I spent years having to use the boy's locker rooms.
I spent years having to use the boy's fitting rooms.
And I spent those same years having to buy boy's toys and clothes.

But I didn't want them.
I didn't want to use the boy's bathroom.
I didn't want to use the boy's locker rooms.
And I didn't want to use the boy's fitting rooms.

I wanted girl's toys and clothes.
I wanted to use the girl's bathroom.
I wanted to use the girl's locker rooms.
I wanted to use the girl's fitting rooms.
But society wouldn't let me.

I wasn't a boy.
I was a girl.
I'm not your son.
I'm your daughter.

I was wrong.
Society was wrong.
The doctor was wrong.
YOU were wrong.

Don't call me your son.
Call me your daughter.

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