I was walking to PE when Dawn stopped me. "Ivy, you haven't been talking to me lately. Please, I want to stay your best friend, but it's hard when you don't even talk to me." I kept walking. I don't feel like talking anymore. I don't feel like doing anything. I can't when he's not around. Why did he do it? I tried to do the PE activities but it was hard. I just kept thinking, I'm sorry. I could've prevented it. I was right there. I was right there. Flashbacks of the dream and his body were haunting me everywhere I went. I couldn't stand it anymore. I went to the bathroom and cried. A lot. Then the janitor came in. "Are you skipping class? Get out of the bathroom." I quickly wiped my tears with the thin ass toilet paper. Fuck. I ran out and went to my next class, art. I couldn't draw anything because my mind was on him. But it wasn't in a crush way, it was in a i-hate-myself-for-not-helping-him-before-it-happened kind of way. Why did this have to happen? Why am I here?

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