Testing Love || Be My Outlaw Sequel

Chapter Five

-Two weeks later-

*Ashley's POV*

Currently, I'm sitting on my couch, with Andy resting his head on my lap as I run my fingers through his tangled hair. He suddenly sat up, nervously pulling away from me.

"A-Ash, there's something that's been on my mind for the past two weeks, and I really need to get it out." I nodded, telling him I was paying attention. "Well, now that I'm living with you, and you're going to help out with the baby, I need to know, are-are we back together? O-or is this just a friendly thing? I mean I totally get it if it's just a friend thing but I just had to asked because of-" I pinched his lips together to silence him.

"We're whatever you want us to be Andy. If you want us to be a couple, then we're a couple. If you want to just be friends, then that's what we'll be. Whether were friends, boyfriends, husbands, lovers, enemies, whatever, I'll always be there to help you with the baby. So, Mr. Biersack, what are we?" I whispered as I stared into his eyes. His cheeks suddenly became light pink as he looked down at the floor, breaking eye contact. He stayed silent, he didn't even move. I sat there, waiting for him to say something, but I knew I'd be waiting a while. It was obvious what he wanted, but I knew he didn't want to say it, that he was afraid to rush into anything, at the same time though, I didn't  know what he wanted. Andy can be a hard person to read sometimes, and I hate that. I never know what he's thinking, how he's feeling, if he's okay. It sucks. He'll tell you he's fine, and its perfectly believable, until you hear him crying alone in the bathroom at 2 in the morning. I just wish he would actually be honest with what he's thinking or feeling sometimes, you know?

After almost 10 minutes had passed, I decided I should leave him to think. I patted his hand and kissed his head then went into kitchen. I took a water bottle out of the fridge before taking a seat at the table, resting my head on my arms. I love him more than anything. Besides the little baby growing inside him of course. I really, really wish I could just hold him in my arms again and kiss his perfect lips again. I missed him so much. He's perfect. I don't know what I'd do with myself if he told me he didn't want us to be anything, that he wanted to move out and forget the whole raising a baby thing. I'd be crushed. Quite frankly I think that would be worse than when Andy and I broke up. I may not be the man who helped create the baby, but I am damn sure I will love and support that baby no matter what. I already can't wait, and I won't meet the little thing for another four months. These two are the most important people in my life, they're my family. I love them. I would do anything for them, no matter what Andy decides, I'll always be around for him and the baby.

I lifted my head when I head soft footsteps approaching the table. He stood there, looking adorable and vulnerable. He looked like a socially awkward teenager about to ask out the girl he's been crushing on since middle school. Seeing him like that made me want to just hug him and tell him how much he meant to me, and never let him go. It was both adorable and heartbreaking at the same time, mainly because I didn't know whether it was a good sign or a bad sign. He bit his lip and stared me in the eyes. Captivated by his piercing blue gaze, I carefully got up, slowly walking over to him. Standing directly beneath him, I couldn't help but stare. Every so often, I would turn my attention to his lips, only for a second though. Neither of us said anything for a while, we just stood there, motionless as we lost ourselves in the soul of the other. Still keeping eye contact, he broke the silence, though his words were barely audible.

"I've made my decision." I nodded, unable to form words. "Ashley..." I could hear as he nervously swallowed the lump in his throat. "I want... I want you, to make love to me."

I'm evil. I know. But I couldn't help it. Being evil is like one of the only things that brings me joy. So, smut in the next chapter? No? Okay. So I've been thinking and I decided I'm gonna start having requirements for updating. 5 votes & 5 comments for the next update.