The Lotus Fire

Nezha's Suffering

(MENTION OF S3LF H

(Let's pretend that Li Hua, Mk and Mei are still finding Nezha)

Nezha's P.O.V:

"Mhm..." I mumbled as I opened my eyes. I felt that my left eye couldn't open, or... was it already opened? I reached to touch my left eye and realised that a lotus flower had grown on it. It hurts when I touch it though... I winced in pain.

"You're finally awake," someone said as I sat up with a groan. It was the son of the Demon Bull King and a good friend of mine, Princess Iron Fan. I tried to stand up but fell back down. "Don't move, you're... injured?"  He spoke. I tried to talk but all my attempts were either muffled by flowers or my chest and throats burn way too much for me to say anything. Redson walked closer to me. I didn't want to hurt him so I backed away from his reach. That's when, pain shot through my body and I burst into pink flames yet again. 

"WOAH!!!" Redson exclaimed as he took a couple steps back. A flower grew near my left eye socket. The fire soon died down, I exhaled sharply (maybe not exactly sharply). "That's not the Samadhi fire... They forged the fire, didn't they?" Redson asked. I looked away and nodded, this is SOO embarrassing!!! 

Redson's P.O.V:

    Nezha... he looked messed up... I wonder what that Noodle boy and his Monkie friends did to him... "Looks like the little Lotus Prince needs some fire training!" I exclaimed, trying to lighten up the mood. 

   Nezha narrowed his eyes at me and raised his eyebrow, welp, this is more awkward than it was with that dragon girl. After a day of training, Nezha seems to be able to control the fire for a short period of time before completely losing control. My guess is that the Lotus fire is stronger and more unstable than the Samadhi fire, it's probably harder to control too.  At least we became friends, but it's a pretty awkward relationship. But one day, Nezha disappeared. I searched everywhere but I still couldn't find him. It's like he wasn't even here...

Nezha's P.O.V:

I don't know where I am...

I don't know what I am...

I feel like tearing off my own skin!

It hurts...

I can't breathe...

I held out my right arm...

I held out a boxcutter...

This is for failing my job to protect the map of Lotus fire

CUT

This is for failing my job as a celestial being

CUT

This is for killing Ao Bing

CUT

This is for embarrassing myself by begging for my sister's sentence

CUT

I have never felt so much pleasure before...

This feels great...

It hurts...

Why am I even here?

How am I even here?

It hurts...

EVERYTHING HURTS!!!!!!

I stared up at the sky and everything went black