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☆*: .｡. 15// Cheat .｡.:*☆

"What are you sorry for?" I stroked his head.

"I-I'm sorry for everything..." Subspace sobbed.

I embraced tightly with him, never letting go. Oh, how could I comfort Subspace?

"Meddy..." Subspace whimpered.

"Yes?" I whispered, then let go of him.

"I-I just...I just don't want to do this no more."

"Do what...?"

"Live...I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of my science, I'm tired of hurting people, I'm tired of hurting myself, I-I-...I just can't do this anymore."

"Oh, Subspace..." I whispered.

"I don't know what to do."

"Subspace, you know that I am always here for you. You can talk to me whenever you want, and I'd be glad to."

Subspace sniffled, then let out a smile. "Thanks, Meddy."

"No problem, Subspace."

Subspace rested his chin on my shoulder, snuggling with my neck. I looked at him, feeling...loved.

I just want more of his attention, how do I do that? I felt my face start to get warm. My gut had some sort of feeling. Some strange and crushing feeling...I felt...weird.

I felt lovesick. I felt like...I needed him.

"Meddy?" Subspace looked up at my face. I shook my head, then looked at Subspace. "Are you okay?"

I smacked my lips with his, receiving a jump from him. "Mmph-" Subspace mumbled. Subspace closed his eyes dreamily, and kissed back. Subspace bit my lips, receiving a moan from me. "Mmph~" I moaned.

Subspace slipped his tongue in, exploring every inch. We broke the kiss, and took a huge breath of air. "W-what...?" Subspace breathed heavily.

I then realized what I had just done, then turned around, flustered. I used my collar to hide my face, and just felt it getting warmer and warmer. "I-I'm sorry-" I whispered.

"It's okay!! We ARE lovers, after all!!"

"T-thanks."

"Plus, I really enjoyed that!!"

"WHAT?!"

"NAHH, I'M TEASING!!"

Subspace and I just sat on the bed, facing away from each other. "D-do...do you really love me?" I asked.

Subspace looked at me. "Of course I do, Meddy!!" Subspace smiled warmly. "Do you love me?"

I thought for a moment. "Probably." I smirked.

"Meddyyyy!!~" Subspace said in a teasing tone. "That's very mean!!~"

"And I don't care!!"

"Apologize, you bully!!~"

Subspace and I just looked at each other for a moment, then burst out laughing. "You're so funny!~" Subspace laughed.

I continued laughing, forgetting about my stress for a minute. "I'm going to go text Hyperlaser. He's breaking my phone by spamming messages." Subspace grabbed his phone and headed outside the house.

"WASSUP MY NIG(beep!)" BanHammer broke in through the window, the glass shards falling on the bed. "DUDE!!" I shouted, carefully picking up glass on my lap. "Oops. Sorry, Med!" BanHammer snickered.