Your Stupid Face {wlw}

Chapter 3

TW: smut, not the lesbian kind tho (unfortunately I'm still not sure how)
Before I could turn around and leave. I see Theo and his friends spot me. Theo notices me and quickly drags me over to his friends. 'Greatttttttttt' I think to myself as Theo approaches me and drags me over to the group.

"So your the person Theo was super excited to see. The great and aloof Joy." One of his friends joke. "Name's Liam. That's Rick. Over there's is Millie and Caitlin and Jake." The boy, Tommy points around to each person.

I look around and see everyone that the boy pointed to. Theo seems to be having a conversation with someone. 'Great, the person who invited me isn't even paying attention,'

I look at Liam and see he's busy talking to one of the boys he pointed earlier, Rick I think. I decide to just go get drunk as that was the main reason I decided to get over here, not to socialize with some random people.

I walk past some other small groups of friends that were near the front door. I enter the door and I am instantly hit with the smell of cheap booze, sex, sweat and possibly vomit. I walk my way through the crowded hallway and somehow find the kitchen.

I take the closet bottle and take a long swig from it. I walk into the back yard which is surprisingly really large and well kept. I decide to just go sit on a chair near the fire pit.

'I probably look really lonely.' I think to myself.

Just as I start to get comfortable with my solitude, I spot Samantha and her cronies exit the house into the backyard. I groan at the sight of Samantha's stupid face and snort of a laugh.

I mumble something to myself but that seemed to catch the attention of Samantha as she snaps her head over to me and walks over.

"Why are you here and not at your house being a weirdo loner there?" Samantha asked as I roll my eyes and just ignore her statement as I take a long swig of my beer.

"Ummm hello?" The blonde girl says as I conveniently forget to reply to her question.

"Oh sorry. I'm not sure you know, I don't understand bullshit so fuck off." I say, not bothering to look up from my half empty beer bottle.

"No, I don't think I will." Samantha says as she plops herself onto my lap. My face goes red as I process what just happened and that her friends have left her to go either have sex, flirt with some randos, or just get more shit face drunk.

"Will you get off my lap please?" I ask am I annoyed and confused tone as Samantha just stares at me looking like she's holding back laugher.

"If you don't get off me, I will push you off bitch." I say as my annoyance takes over my confusion. Samantha let's put an annoyed sound, gets off my lap and heads back inside to her boyfriend.

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Samantha's POV

I head inside my boyfriends house to look for him.

I find him nearly passed out from chugging whatever he drank at the start of this party.

"Tommy, let's go upstairs." I say, practically bragging Tommy up the stairs to his room. Once we arrive there, I pin him again the door and lock it. Tommy instantly sobered up and kissed me back passionately.

The kiss slowly turned into one lust filled, however the lust was entirely on Tommy's side while I left like I was kissing a wall. He pushes himself off the door and towards his bed, taking me with him.

As a result, he pins me to the bed and fumbles with the button of my pants. I help him with the button and zipper and already I can see he has a boner. I undo his jeans as well as Tommy reaches into his bedside tables drawer and pulls out a condom.

He pulls down his pants and slides the condom on while mumbling something about how he's been wanted to do this all night.

I watch as Tommy takes off my jeans and underwear, then as he starts to fuck me.

I just lay there as Tommy thrusts into me for what feels like 10 minutes until Tommy yells, "I'm gonna cum!" The crazy thing is, the whole time Tommy was having sex with me, I wasn't thinking of him. I was thinking of someone else.

I wasn't thinking of a boy either. I was thinking of a girl.

Not just any girl from school.

...

I was thinking of Joy.

I just lay there processing what I just realized as he flops himself on to me and pants like he ran a marathon. Shortly after, he takes off the condom and pulls up his pants. He gives me a quick kiss on the cheek and leaves me alone.

I quickly fix my outfit and touch up my makeup in his mirror before heading back out. I feel like everyone's eyes are on me. Like they're all judging me for having sex.

Judging me for having sex and not thinking only about the person I'm fucking.

For thinking of a girl.

For thinking of a girl while having sex with a man. My boyfriend no less

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A/N
AHHHHHH I WROTE SMUT! ACTUAL SMUT!

Yes I know it's not the lesbian smut you were hoping for but I promise that's coming very soon. I have the next several chapters planned out and I'm super excited to keep writing