Read this because I'm lonely

As a scenemo kid

As a scenemo genderflux kid

(Yes I'm having another gender crisis, but anyway)

I can confirm that for me I have like whole ass personality changes depending on my preferred pronouns

Like when I'm feeling feminine I usually feel more scene and this [ https://youtube.com/shorts/Ich8ATVDrp4?si=9G8tA136h9qHwfyu ] is kind of what I want to look like AT MY MOST FEMININE 

That's my MOST feminine and what I want to look like then

Then a large portion of the time I'm just straight up desperate for androgyny and want to look like Gerard way 

I'm trying to find an image but I want to look like every era of gee- we'll go with [ https://uk.pinterest.com/pin/140806225950928/ ] 

I'm indecisive that took ages 

Then sometimes I get bursts of gender non conformity and it's like MANLYYYYY and I'm using Gerard again [ https://uk.pinterest.com/pin/583427326759110867/ ]

I want Gerard's genes. And his jeans. Anyway

It's not just the three tho it's like a whole flipping scale between female and non binary and then sometimes I flutter past the they mark into the he side but it's not far at all 

I'm basically bouncing around (i just remembered candy shop because of that- nice) the spectrum all day 

I've also noticed I feel more slutty in my feminine.....timez and then I just gradually become less of a bottom as we go across the scale

(STOP CALLING ME A BOTTOM!!!! YOU kNow wHo yOu ArEeE)

Infact I really only feel like a scene kid when I'm feeling more female lol like I'm just emo mainly