I'm nothing without you

Chapter:11

The midnight ride felt silent nobody was ready to speak at this point it was somehow awkward for Beomgyu precisely he just wanted to get out of the car and breathe in some fresh air because he was feeling too intoxicating,he tried playing with his dangling bracelet to distract him on how tense he was but to no avail it was impossible stealing glances at the man who was sitting next to him at the driver's seat.

Hyunjin who was already staring at him in the driver's mirror with sharp gaze that looked like it could kill,but looked away when their eyes met.Beomgyu took a long sigh before finally speaking up but before he could,Hyunjin spoke first."there's no need to say anything I already know what you wanna say."he paused before speaking again"you do love him don't you?is that why you wanna break up with me...?"clenching is jaw in anger as he whispered shouts and Beomgyu could see how mad he was.

"Hyunjin i-"

"Please just stop it I'm begging you..my heart can't take it anymore.i knew you didn't love me but it coming out of your mouth hurts a lot you know?.Tears were pouring down from his eyes as he kept them closed whiles his other hand was clenching hard on the steering wheel that you could see his green veins.Beomgyu was speechless he surely didn't know what to say because seeing Hyunjin in this state broke his heart he hadn't seen him like this before.He was scared that maybe Hyunjin would hate him,thinking about it left a lump in his throat as he tried to touch the elder's hands he was quickly slammed hard into his seat everything happened so fast he didn't even realize how Hyunjin got on top of him.

"hyunjin~?."Beomgyu called out his name softly placing his hands on his cheeks whiles staring at him,now it was dead sad eyes looking at doe ones."I'm so sorry I tried to love you back I swear,I-I really tried to-".but before he could speak again his lips were sealed with wet ones the kiss felt so gentle and soft,but why did he feel disgusted by it.Hyunjin noticed it and slowly pulled away with hurtful eyes back to his seat fixing Gyu up as well.

"I'm sorry".he quickly apologized before driving back to the city since they were out of town and again Beomgyu didn't say anything with his head bent down he started to cry silently not wanting to disturb the other but Hyunjin saw it anyway but chose to let him have some privacy.

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Beomgyu was relieved as they got to his apartment finally the tension in the car has ended the didn't wait any longer and got out of the car as soon as possible,Hyunjin also hurried to catch up with him before stopping him by gently pulling him by his hands." So is this the end...please tell me it's a joke because I can't leave without you."

"Hyunjin please don't bring it up again please just stop..."trying to pull back his hands but it seemed like the other didn't let him.

"So are you saying that the times we spent with each other meant nothing to you?".Tears started pouring again as his hands trembled stepping closer to Beomgyu placing both hands on his cheeks"Beomgyu-ah I get it if you wanna take sometime to think about this but please don't break up with me....mmh?Beomgyu-ah I can't leave without you..."

The elder fell on the ground holding on to Beomgyu like his life depended on it.Beomgyu really felt sorry for him he was also hurt by the scene that was played in front of him but what could he actually do he didn't love him well at least he tried to but he just couldn't.Maybe just maybe one day Hyunjin will find someone that will love him,he just wasn't the right one for him and that the man that he loves very much no matter how much he tried to hate him was standing in front of their shared apartment anxiously waiting for him.

Beomgyu smiled at the man before slightly yanking himself away from Hyunjin."I'm so sorry but I gotta go I hope you will find a good place in your heart to forgive me."finally coming to a stop in front of Yeonjun whiles locking hands with each other.

"Shall we?".Yeonjun asked,

"Yes." Beomgyu nodded as they both walked inside their shared apartment leaving Hyunjin in a sobbing mess.

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"You are heartless for leaving him alone outside like that".Yeonjun spoke as he glanced at the window with a smirk on his face whiles watching his lover dressing up in front of him.

"Oh please look who's talking he will go away anyways just leave him"Beomgyu replied with a little bit of regret in his voice,taking a seat on Yeonjun's laps with one leg on each side of the elder's hips and placing his hands on Yeonjun's shoulder with both of them staring at each other like there was no tomorrow.

"I can't believe I'm looking at you right now...thank you for giving me another chance Gyu.i swear I will treat you right this time and I'm sorry for all what I put you through please forgive me baby...mmh?"their faces were inches apart staring into each other's souls.Yeonjun actually meant it this time around since Beomgyu himself could sense no lie from each word he said.

Beomgyu started to rock slowly on his lap not taking his eyes off Yeonjun's.the elder quickly held him by his waist to stop him since he felt his dick raising."Gyu are you sure you wanna do this because-"but before he could say another word he felt soaking wet lips on his and shit was it so addicting it felt as if it has been long since he teased those soft tiny lips of Gyu.He kissed him back so roughly that Beomgyu felt as if his lips would rip off any moment,the kiss was intense as they both sucked hard on each other's lips.Yeonjun was the first to pull back first since his lips were hurting.

"Gyu....can we take it slow?i mean yes I wanna do it too but I don't wanna rush things since we just got back together".Looking at Gyu who's eyes was were slightly closed and the look of lust was all over his face.Fuck Yeonjun couldn't take his eyes of him he suddenly changed his mind and decided to ravage him now.

" I'm gonna wreck you tonight that you won't be able to feel anything"Yeonjun whispered as he locked his lips with Gyu's.