Yk taking care of urself is so tiring, plus feeling bad of yourself because you're "gaining weight" Maybe because of bloating, stomach fat, n etc. I don't give a shit about how my face look like(I do)
But I wanna b healthy, but yet again my ass can't even improve myself physically. Mentally i have but it kind downgraded from seeing other girls looking so pretty while I'm literally Lord farquad lookin ahh from shrek
Its bad if i don't eat but its kind of fine, right? I've handled not eating at school for fucking hours like a g n I haven't complained.
Who am i kidding, I'm just setting my ass up for an ed
The only thing i can do is exercise n i js don't like going outside, alone. I get very anxious n all. Its very stressing n scary
Its ironic how i said "go touch grass" To ppl but here i am not taking my own advice cuz I'm a coward
This is some low self-esteem shit gah dayyum
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I swear my 7th grade ass did NOT see the signs.
Awh :( Never realized how hard I was on myself until now
I'm noticing a pattern here, whenever i experience problems (mine) i always think to myself "no you're being selfish, other people have it worser than u n ur here whining over something little" TOXIC POSITIVITY WHO???? What the hell, y am i suddenly realizing n noticing this now. Its actually insane how fucked my state of mind now
