Talking about random stuff because I'm considering myself if I'm an actual muslim or not
I feel so distant from my own religion itd actually sad
And like I'm actually so sad about drawing is haram
I know I can still draw but not living beings but I just can'tI wanna make characters, stories, and express myself through story telling and character designing
That prevents me on doing what I loveI wanna start painting but I never got the chance to do so because I have so much to learn
I have so much to do list on my plate that I don't know which ones to start
If I start on something i would choose another and vice versaAlready thinking about it makes my head spin
Like what. I'm confused
Like the main character can't b immodest or smth? I rlly don't knowI admit, I'm not the greatest muslim to ever exist, but I'm trying ok? I'm trying my best to educate myself
I'm trying my best doing the baby stepsI just wish I have someone who would congratulate me on every steps I do
I want validation so bad
So so badIs this still considered living beings even though they're not fully like.. Have the realistic proportion and just cartoons? I never wanted to make my art breathe life for bad reasons :(
Its just that i like drawing for my imagination and nothing else
I use it for story tellingAwh man :(
Idk what to take on other hobbies
Drawing is literally one of my favorite things to do ☹️☹️☹️☹️
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