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THE MOSY SICKEST DRRAM I EVER EXPERIENCED(ACTUAL)

THE DAY WHERE I THOUGHT WOULD NEVER COME.. THE DAY I FINALLY NOT DREAM ABT A BLANK BLACK BOX?!

FUGGIN AWESOME!!!

Ok first "deliah what are you talking about???!?!?" "DELIAH Y R U EXCITED???"

I'M FEELING HELLA HAPPY BECAUSE OF A DREAM

SECOND. THERE IS NO SECOND BECAUSE I'M JUST GOING TO TO STRAIGHT RIGHT IN ON TELLING AB THE DREAM

The 1st one was actually traumatic for me, because it involves my mom dying. I really don't wanna get into it. 2nd dream!! So my school was going to do a field trip!! At some type of jungle w animals? I don't really know. My whole classmates was there!! There were some unfamiliar faces idk but still. I wasn't paired up w anybody bcuz I'm alone lol, I do have friends but they're busy w each other. OK SO when I started exploring (everything was crowded w students there) I was so in awe of how pretty it was. A random guy approached me suddenly?? I think the teach asked him to pair him and I up

So me and him!! He was short, black hair, white shirt, and some short pants!! :D

And so I'm like "hi!!!" N he was like "...:/" But I didn't mind at all. AND SO LIKE HE STARTED HOLDING MY HAND AND I'M LITERALLY LIKE ":DD" BECAUSE HOLDING HANDS >>>>>>

We explored together. He was rlly rlly quiet while I was the one being the "ooo" And "ahh's" At the stuff I'm looking at. He really didn't do any eye contact w me the whole time

SO I THINK HIM AND I SEPARATED (AWWHH :((() HE WAS STILL THERE THO. JS NOT W ME.

WHENEVER HIM AND I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH HIM I WOULD B LIKE "HIIII :DDD" AND WAVE AT HIM, WHILE HE'S ALL LIKE "oh shit- she saw me" AND LOOK AWAY QUICKLY.

so it was the end of school and i walked home, alone.

It was nighttime(idk why) surprisingly, I survived going home!

NEXT DAY!!!!!!
Idk ab u but I can't remember But it involved me going on a big bus w ppl and my older sis was there.

ANYWAYS!!!! lets skip ok??

So 2nd day, I guess. So like me, my bb sis, and my mom was chillin. They're at my house and for some reason other classmates wad there too!! And HIM too!!

He didn't appear for a few seconds. When he did, he joined me!! And my sis

I said "hi!!" To him. He didn't respond but he was flustered!

My bb sister was just drawing w a paintbrush

some few siblings banter, i let out a defeated sigh. UNTIL HE'S LIKE "....deliah. Deliah can- can you do this?" And he showed me a magic trick, and I'm like ":00000" N I decided to do it and it WORKS!!!! I showed him and HE SMILED. HE FUGGIN SMILED GUYS???

I smiled back and went back to my sis,
and I was like "that's enough. Its my turn now!" N my bb sis goes "no!!"

And then he easily took the paintbrush and drew smth. In the middle of it, he's stuttering out my name for a few times until everything went black.

(Just a reminder that this may or may not be in order. My memory goes hazy when thinking about the dream)

3rd(??? I have no clue) I was walking home all along from school. In the middle of it there was 2 person. One was holding a gun, recklessly, and the other is walking. They were... Friends? I guess.

The gun guy started shooting in the sky, and the other goes "you idiot! Don't fucking do that!" And snatched the gun and started shooting. Scared. I ran away

Copa were there so they we're like "FREEZE" and started shooting. It was so loud, I rlly hated it.

I ducked from the bulletss and ran.

I was literally hyperventilating when escaping. I was all like "HELP!" and searched for a cop

There was some practice cops who were just wanting to b a cop in the future.

They didn't listen to me when I called for help. Until a certain police woman came to me and b like "hey hey, are you okay?"

"Yes- I'm okay. I'm okay" Literally I was shaking so bad, I felt RLLY unsteady

"Why are you here?"

"I was js going home, alone. Can you accompany me?"

"Sure, but I'm going to ____(i forgot ok) to your mom. Is that alright?"

I nodded and we dhe started companying me home!!!!

And blah blah

5th dream. It was me in bed, waking up from a horrific dream about my mom. And I'm like "mom Is dead." Multiple times

I istighfar alot of times. Yk how Muslims say "astaghfirullah" Sometimes? Yea that, that's called istighfar, its apart of dzikir.

I couldn't wake myself up. I literally was panicking.

I WAS STUCK BRO.

after a few tries I FINALLY WOKE UP OMG

And the end. Turns out my mom didn't.. Yk.. Yea.