"what the hell-- are you crazy, jeon jungkook?
"i would be lying, if i told you that i am not. but believe me when i say, kim taehyung. i'm obsessed with you in every way possible
that
i'm ready to be called crazy for you."
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Jungkook's P.O.V
i didn't feel angry after what taehyung had said to me, it was true. my mind was in a mess because of him, my hands wanted to grab him and take him in my embrace, and don't let go until i felt to. taehyung's been acting strange since he saw me having se-i mean with that girl. and the way he confronted me in the corridor had left me surprised. yes, i did him wrong at the sleepover but that doesn't mean he can snap at me like that. i sighed and went towards jimin's house, i can't face him yet.
i reached jimin's place but hesitated at the door. maybe taehyung was really right to snap at me. i've been running from my feelings and my past for too long. but how can i face him when i don't even know how to face myself?
Should i apologise to him, no- i shouldn't go there at all. i think i should just grab my head and let it crash under a waterfall-no a large stone would be better.
why can't i just get it right?
before i could knock, the door swung open. jimin stood there with a raised eyebrow, noticing my troubled expression.
"hey, what's up? You look like you've seen a ghost or something." His voice was light, but his eyes were sharp, always reading me.
I sighed. "It's... Taehyung. I think I screwed up again." I went inside, frowning.
Jimin took my bag and closed the door as we both stepped inside. I sat down as he passed me a bottle.
Jimin took a deep breath as he crossed his arms over his chest."taehyung, shouldn't have said that to you, he was wrong and he'll apologize for it, Jeon don't worry."
I stopped drinking, as Jimin spilled the last word. I didn't't want the blonde to be sorry, I was wrong here.
"No," I muttered, shaking my head. "I'm the one who messed up. I don't want him to apologize... I don't deserve it."
I set the drink down, feeling my throat tighten. "I was wrong. I shouldn't have... let things get so bad between us."
Jimin raised an eyebrow, his tone sharp s he spoke. "There were no 'things' between you guys to start with, Jungkook."
I looked down, my fingers meddling between the knuckles, those words hit me deep, he was right there were no things at all, then why must I feel so guilty and empty without him. Maybe I'd been clinging to something that doesn't even belong to me.
jimin sighed, uncrossing his arms. "Look, you're overthinking it. taehyung's upset, sure, but don't make it out to be something bigger than it is. Just... figure out what you want, man. But stop acting like the world's crashing down when it hasn't even started." he took out his phone and texted taehyung.
I glnced over at jimin's phone, him texting. I don't know why I'm so nervous, he's making my heart flutter,almost painfully. I was so wrapped in my thoughts when jimin passed me the phone, it was taehyung on the line.
