[OLD!] My Imaginations ♡

C2 • "Why did you leave me?"

- Heartbreak AU -

Vaggie's POV in the "I hate Boys.".
(should I make Seviathan's POV?)

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"Loving someone from the same gender is a sin." My mom said as she introduced me to a boy.

I wasn't interested.

Boys would usually stays with me then leave like I'm nothing.

Like I'm an object.

But mom said it was just a phase,

And I would outgrow it.

I never did though.

She always set up dates for me with boys.

I wasn't interested in any of them.

But every time she did it,

I thought about what she said.

"Loving someone from the same gender is a sin."

Right?

God said so.

My family said so.

Everyone said so.

Except for one.

My bestfriend, Emily.

She was my childhood friend.

Unlike boys, she was always there by my side.

We both came from religious families.

Born in a religious country.

And we were both raised in a religious society.

She may be a Christian but she always says " Love is Love."

Thats only one thing out of many things I like about her.

Not romantically though.

I never really liked anyone as far as I could remember.

But even if I did,

It would surely be a boy.

Right?

Just like everybody else.

Boy likes girl.

Girl likes boy.

That's how God created us. Right?

But everything changed when me and Emie went to summer camp.

I met a girl.

Her name was Charlotte, Charlie for short.

She was an atheist, but I didn't care.

Me and Emie still became friends with her anyway.

Bestfriends.

She was beautiful.

Gorgeous even.

It was fun hanging out with her.

She was funny.

She always makes me laugh.

She's kind and sweet.

Adorable.

Was I started to catch feelings?

"But it's a sin." I ranted to Emie.

"Love whoever you want, Vaggie. Even if the world doesn't accept you guys. You should confess." She responded.

I didn't know if i even have the strength to confess.

But even if I did, would i?

What if she didn't love me back?

. . .

After a few weeks,

Camp was finally over.

Me and Emie were packing our bags.

Then Charlie ran to us.

Right, we need to exchange numbers.

"It was fun hanging out with you, Charlie!" Emie said happily.

I stayed in Emily's house since my parents were out of town.

We would watch movies.

Text and Call Charlie everyday.

And run around the backyard like little kids.

I miss being a kid.

But then after a few days, my parents came back so I went back to my house.

Emie wanted to hang out with me.

I wanted Charlie to come along.

I wonder how's she's doing.

We asked Charlie if we could hang out.

She said yes.

"You have your chance, Vaggie. Do it." Emie encouraged me.

She's right.

It doesn't matter if we were the same gender.

Love is love.

I sent Charlie the address to the park.

The second I saw her,

I waved while Emie was buying ice cream.

She noticed me and walked up to us.

We hung out around the park.

Talking, and laughing.

But the day is gonna end soon.

I still have a chance.

Right?

I insisted on taking her back home.

We were finally at the doorstep.

I looked at her,

leaning in for a kiss.

She kissed me back.

Oh my lord, she kissed me back.

But after a few seconds,

she pushed me away.

She didn't mean it right?

But then I saw someone behind her.

Holding a knife.

Then I saw the most horrifying thing in my life.

She crashed onto the ground.

Bleeding.

The only thing I could do was cry.

Cry and cry.

Who was that person?

Why did he kill her?

How am I gonna tell Emie about this?

If I never kissed her, would she be alive?

So many thoughts filled my head up.

I felt something hug me.

Or someone.

Was that her?

I hope so.

But she ended up leaving like boys did.

Why did you leave me, Charlotte?