I feel like I'm back where I started again with starving myself and pushing myself to the point of falling asleep when standing up because I'm the gifted kid so I have to be perfect.
If the gifted kid isn't perfect thats bad that means something wrong with them but if something wrong with them and their mom finds out thats bad they will get in trouble.
What happens with the gifted kid cracks what happens than?
I'm cracking I haven't been ok in months even if I haven't cut myself in a while I am still going downhill quickly and I don't know what to do.
I just have to keep a smile on and act like a normal person not a freak like I really am a little mentally unwell child who is unwanted and unloved because they couldn't be normal.
I'm fine right?....
I'm fine don't worry I can make it through it did it for my whole life I can do it a bit more now.
YOU ARE READING
Vent.
RandomI'm honestly not trying to copy anyone or be a pick me I just need to vent some days.💜
