i woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon???! i guess i was tired last night. k got out of bed i was still in my cheer uniform and...weston's jersey, ig i should probably shower and give it back. i hopped on the shower and was in there for about an hour. it was just so relaxing.
i got out and decided i needed to run some errands and i was gonna invite baylor it come along with and hoping he'd invite and certain some one to come along.
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"come on baylor we're running some errands."
"where.?"
"hmm target, walmart, bass pr-"
"say no more....Weston!!! come on we're gonna run errands with ellie."
"oh fun let me change real quick." hopefully he where's what he wore a few days ago.
"okay hurry up.. i'm driving."
*at target*
"oo els can we get this??"
"no."
"what about this?"
"no." me and weston were taking turns pushing the cart while baylor practically asked me if he could get everything in the store.
"you're no fun, you're like mom when we go places."
"i'm here for hair stuff. baylor you can get 2 things, how's that?"
"yes yes yes okay come on weston we gotta find us something!"
*30 minutes later*
"ellie! ellie! ellie! look what we found.....it's a drone."
"wow baylor that's really cool. put it kn the cart."
"no i wanna hold it." omg he's such a 5 year old.
"okay okay im almost ready to go i gotta get some candles."
"you already have a whole cabinet full of candles though." he's right i do, but i need more.
"no i don't those are mama's candles." weston and baylor just started chuckling.
*in the car* okay what'd do yall wanna eat?" baylor asked.
"there's a chick fil a, canes,-
"i want canes!" baylor yelled and didn't even let me finish.
"i didn't get to finish, and why don't you let weston choose?"
"ook weston what do you want to eat?" baylor said discouraged. which i found quite funny
"uh chickfil a sounds pretty good to me." yes! weston for the win.
"bruh just because you like ellie doesn't mean we have to eat chick fil a..."
"i don't like ellie." oof that hurt. he's never said he didn't like me straight up like that before. especially when it was just us in the car.
"okay chick fil a it is." baylor said. i could tell baylor was kind of surprised he said that. why did he say it though? was it something i said? did my hair look messy? does he like somebody else?
my mind started to blur i wanted to cry. but i don't understand why would i cry over a guy im not even dating? he obviously doesn't like me so i should just stop liking him. but he's so sweet, and respectful, and cute. he's everything i want, and need.
i was so stuck in my thoughts until baylor tapped me.
"els were here." why can't baylor just leave me alone?
"yk what im just gonna sit in the car yall go in with out me."
"what? i thought you wanted-"
"go in without me baylor."
"o okay." ellie stop being rude to your brother what is that helping?
*same night 9:37pm*
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i was sitting in my bed tears streaming down my face. ever sense i got home i changed into my pjs, put my hair up and cried. then someone knocked on my door.
"ellie? can i please come in?" it was baylor. thank goodness i really didn't wanna explain to mama my feelings right now. she knows i like weston but if she knew why i was upset she'd just tell me he's not the one. but i know he is.
baylor just barged right in after i didn't answer.
"okay i knkw why you're so upset."
"yeah? tell me then."
"you're upset that baylor straight up said he doesn't like you, and he's never ever said that before. right?" right but how'd he know? i mean ig we're twins but how?
"come on ellie. i don't want you to be upset."
"do you know how long i've liked weston? and just when i thought i had a little chance he just flat out said he does not like me.. that hurts on a whole other level."
"do you know why he said it though?"
"i mean ig i just figured it was because he doesn't like me."
"ha! that's definitely not true if i were saying it id say he's in love with you. he said that because brice told him to, because if you stopped liking baylor brice would have a chance."
"wow i didn't know brice was that smart."
"he's not. i don't know how he thought of it."
"okay so back track....you said weston was in love with me??" i said sighing flirty
"okay stop, i said if i were to guess...yes but you need to talk to him. just go to his house and talk to him tonight."
"but it's already almost 10?"
"you better hurry i'll drive you."
*at westons 10:18"
knock knock , door ioens*
"hey weston...." i don't know if he could tell but i was shaking.
"hey ellie.... what're you doing here?"
"okay look, i just wanted to tell you that i really like you, and that you're one of the best people i've ever freaking met, and i'm kind of getting the hint that you don't feel the same, and i don't know if you're talking to another girl. and sometimes if i'm thinking about you i start smiling, like you don't even have to be in the same room as me and i get butterflies just thinking about you and i-"
and then it happened he kissed me. the weston banks kissed me. and it wasn't a tiny kissed it lasted a good 30 seconds. or that's what baylor said at least. i don't care at least it happened. i'm gonna sleep good tonight.
