-just get out of the car, Bella. don't be stubborn.-i looked down wiping my tears. since he noticed i had no intention to step out so he didn't want to wait for me to be a brat. he just carried me and put me over his shoulder like i was nothing but a pack of meat.
-Ahh, Arun.- i yelled at him angrily as if i wasn't silent a minute ago.
-just, shut up. don't make me more desparate to kiss you, princess.
-huh? are you out of your mind? Arun?- i screamed when he threw me out to the soft sand. he was slowly walking towards me while i was backing away however that damned dress was hindrance at the right moment which was maintaining me to fall into his clasp. he didn't utter a word but came more closer to me.
- Arun! wait! you are scaring me!- i cried - to my horror he wasn't bothering to make even a sound. i was backing away but he was fast enough to capture my left foot in his big palms. fortunately, my sandal was loose and it got slipped out of his gasp making me release.
-Fuck it!- he sweared under his breath yet i could get it all.
he was a man. it was off peak to vanquash the beast in front of me. i still wonder why i didn't stand and run away. maybe i was contending against my feelings or maybe i was already aweary of moving a muscle out of the distress i was enduring for a long period now. hence he gripped my certain foot this time and pulled me without cognizing my pleads and sob. eventually i trapped in his veiny hands. his hand was wrapped around my neck in no minute but softly he was choking me like a mad man was killing his prey slowly but it was gentle. it was so tender as if he wanted me to die but not to die. his eyes were so sinisterly dark though delicate. there was only one thing in his eyes... not love... it was...obsession
- listen to me, little bird! i don't give a fucking. god. damn about anything about you. - he stated each and every word- the only thing i want you to focus on is you to be mine faster. i want you for myself. i don't care if you want money, take everything. fame ? take my everything! make me a homeless beggar in the shady street but be mine! listen my Bell! i am already sick of waiting for a chance just give me what i want and take my existance. i am ready for every hardship you wished to give me. i will give you a day to give it a think. whatever your answer is you will be mine. clear? i am just giving you time cause i love you. now i release you but no objection to my decision.
he steadily dismissed my neck out of his gasp. and tilted his head to see my reaction. there was nothing in my mind except for a pain.
-Arun?!- i cried his name- i am not a gold digger.
-i know. i know everything. i have that fucking seven years of crush on you.
-you..you can't love me. i am old...
-shushhh. i said no resistance. and i know you like me too.
- i am not the suitable candidate for you. you know ? and i have done so many bad things. i used to have a boyfriend who took my virginity and i am not clean antmore. I..I.. again I..-my desperation was clear by my shaky voice however i could easily sense the irritation by his face.
-enough, Bella. you think i just came here blindfolded without knowing anything about you? i know every single detail about your every fucking day, with whom you talk; where you go; what you do. everything. - his facewas so close to me that i managed to descry his annoyed face which was red because of the fatal rage.- i know you- he dangerously whispered.
-but...
-no buts, Bella! no buts, please!- he added his forehead to mine gently while holding my neck. after some time i heard some slow whispering again.
-is it hurting?-he lifted his head slowly to check on my face.
-what?
-your leg ...and your neck
-no. i am okay.
-wanna walk along the beach?- he just earned a nod from me.
walking along the cool water and the warm sand, wave of questions were roaming around my mind. should i ask or not? but before i made my decision, he predicted it himself.
-ask me.
i was surprised about how he got to know i was curious or maybe everything just happened so suddenly that he was sure those questions were disturbing me a lot.
- how can you l..love..
-seven years, Bella. i was a depressed and hopeless teen that was seeking mental help and love from everyone around me. then you unexpectadly adopted me, gave me love i wanted and i have ever got. i fell in love with you. when you told me about your type i was surely wanna be the lucky person who would get you in the future. unknowingly you started to bring me up as a man however at the same time you were a distraction for me when i decided you to be mine. so i made myself block everything in front of my purpose. i am rich now. just because of you and as i am ready, i searched you and finally found the love of my life and i am not regretting even a bit.
the whole time my eyes were stuck on the swaying sand under my feet. how can someone love deeply without knowing someone and even without seeing properly? is it even possible? so this is love?! ... is this the love? ... do i love him too? should i love him ?..
- let me drop you home, my lady.
-don't call me like that.
-like what? mine?
-flirty huh?
-for you baby.
-stop and let's go home. i am already exhausted.
car ride was the most awkward moment like all the time. when we reach my destination though, the situation got changed. i was going to step out of car but he hold my hand.
-Bella?
-hm?- i turned to him but didn't dare to get my hand back.
-i've got just one day till i leave here. i can't meet your parents, to my bad.
-wait what? you wanna meet my parents? it is ...it is impossible.- i blurred out confusedly.- they don't know you and i don't know how they react when i say them i am gonna marry someone younger.- he chuckled sweetly like the one i got addicted after seeing for the first time.
-you will marry me?
-well, you didn't propose me?
-no, propose will be different and special. i just confessed today.
-so why do you want to meet my parents ?
- i was going to make sure to let them know you were taken now.
-taken?- the smile on my face never left me. i was happy geuinely for the first time for a long time now.
-i will come back in at least a week but not by myself. this time with my parents.
-why?
- what why? oh gosh, Bella- he laughed at me mocking how clueless i was.- to talk to your parents about our wedding.
-look at this little boyy- i hold his face between my hands- he want to marry his didi. who is the baby?
-ahhh enough, baby. now go in. it is too late. i will see you tomorrow. okay.
i nodded and got out of his car waving him a good bye. i was thankful for him at the right moment. i was in love.
