Soooooo years back coz of dad yk doing all that horribleness to Pecky I've got myself doing check ups on her, mostly listening to her heartbeat and I have been doing it for years even after he doesn't live with us anymore. I even do it to Alfie and Luna at least like once or even twice a day. Idk why but I for some odd reason find doing that comforting to me and I seem to like hearing their hearts beating idk. Is that weird? Am I the only one who does that? Why is it soooo comforting?
