is it worth it, losing yourself because you want to be loved?
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(Roc House)
Jual almost pissed her pants pulling into Rocs driveway. She knew he was in the streets and had businesses but she thought he was like the regular dope boys from around the way, he was on a whole other level. "Jual don't want no puppy, she wanna big dawg" she sang slurring and laughing.
While she was getting her charger and little stuff she might need like lipgloss, feminine wipes and etc that she kept in her glove box, Roc came and opened the door and helped her out the car. "So you big meech?" she asked looking up at him grinning from ear to ear.
"Man you ain't getting nothing else to drink" he laughed walking into the home Jual couldn't help but admire how beautiful it was. The low lighting really set the tone of the white and black interior and she was honestly surprised by how clean it was.
"Soooo, now what?" She asked
"Come on" he said guiding her up the stairs into his spacious master bedroom.
When you first walk in there's a small couch and foot rest , in the middle of the room was a huge bed with a black and red plush comforter draped over it. In front of the bed was a huge tv hanging on the wall with a black dresser under it containing gaming consoles, cash, weed and miniature foreign race cars. To the far right was a tall dresser that housed colognes, a scale, and a charger deck.
"I see you're a minimalist because if my room was this big it would have stuff everywhere, pictures, lamps all kinds of cute decor." She said plopping down on the mini couch
"You ain't slick , come over here." He said
"I didn't know if you wanted me on your bed with my outside clothes on" she lied, Juals heart was racing. Being in his house alone with him had her beyond nervous, it felt different than when he came to her place, everything about this felt intimate.
"Yeah whatever, give me a kiss" he said
Doing as she was told she gave him a peck causing him to smack his teeth.
"Aight man here" he said handing her a t shirt and some boxers "it's towels and shit in the closet. I'm going to the bathroom down the hall"
Going into the bathroom she looked at herself in the mirror, "be cool" she whispered to her self "dang I gotta pee" sitting on the toilet and finally peeing it felt like it was going forever. Looking down in the trash can she noticed an eyelash. "Bitches do anything to make themselves known" she said rolling her eyes.
Hopping in the shower Jual washed for at least 30 minutes, the water felt so good and Apple Music was playing all the right songs. She almost forgot she was somebody's company. Stepping out she dried off. Going through his bathroom closet she found some Jergens and covered her body making sure not to put any on her neck or breast just in case Roc wanted to kiss or lick on her, can't have him getting a mouthful of lotion.
