His Game

Explanation

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Izukus Pov

When kacchan said he could explain i knew my worst fear happend.."Y-ou- killed-" i could even finish my sentence at that point. i felt tears prickle against my eye i couldnt believe it even if i wanted it..Theres no way kacchan could have...

"Izuku- im so sorry-" i heard words come out of his mouth. but after that it was just white noise 

_Tw, Panic attack, dissociation_

slowly, his mouth moving became fuzz and he was now pixxles lost in my mind, there was no image...just white and black fuzzes...just white noise.. no indecator of where i could be anymore...no time..no alarm..i couldnt feel my limbs...i couldnt feel my breath...if it was even or erratic..i couldnt tell you...

That was until i could feel coldness on my legs...the black and white pixles now were filling with color and unfuzzing...eventually i heard Kacchan's voice...i could hear how erratic my breathing is and it scared me..i have never had a panic attack this bad..

_TW Over_

i didnt want him to touch me "g-et off!-" my voice sounded as if someone strangled me or something.. i tried to pry him off me.. and eventually with a little hard work he let me go, i could hear him calling after me..his voice pleading me to turn around

but it wasnt going to work...'How could no one tell me Kacchan was a murderer!? Mina knew him way before me so she mustve- Oh my gosh she knew! she introduced me to a insane person!' I couldnt stand being in kacchans house anymore, i left his house and booked it towards my apartment. it was starting to get hot, and would take about thirty minutes of pure running to get to my apartment without a car

When i didnt see nor hear kacchans car behind me i was relieved but i just kept running, i knew if i stopped i would break. but i couldnt break yet...i needed to run until i couldnt no more..run until i broke...

After thirty minutes of non-stop running i rush into my apartment colapsing at the door. i knew my breath was labored. but i just ran a marathon...what do you expect from me!?...I curl into a ball trying to calm down, using breathing techniques i used to use...

I heard mina called me,  didnt answer...i wasnt in the right mind space too...then Kacchan called...then Denki...and a few others.. didnt answer any of them..i just want to be left alone...i couldnt handle being friends with a murderer like they could...i..i just couldnt...

"Why wasnt i told..?"

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Heyo!!! this chapter is smaller and i apologize but im really tired rn- sorry!

QnA for you guys!: Fav song to listen to on repeat???

-Theo