Ishika : His Insane Desire

4. SHOCKED BY HER OUTBURST

" I was so shocked "

I was so engrossed in myself that I didn't even realized what had I done to my Ishi......I didn't even realized that I caused her so much pain........I broke her to the extent which I never thought in my entire life .

I know I had my reasons but that did not justify my behaviour at all .....she was crying that makes my eyes teary too....she thought I didn't noticed but sadly I did.....after she had gone my eyes betrayed me and tears that I have been holding since we fell apart starts flowing continuously from my eyes ....but one thing is sure that I have to win my Ishi back ....

I drove back to my home and without glancing at anyone I headed straight to my room and started drinking ...... and I started getting flashback of our happy moments , the way she used to take care of me when I was not feeling well , the way she used to scold me whenever I drink .....

" Flashback starts "

Ishika and her parents were at Rajvansh Mansion with Avyukt's parents chatting and the ladies on the other side busy gossiping about nothing but something .....here Avyukt was not present as he went to attend a meeting with foreign clients and Ishika was impatiently waiting for him ....  and after some more time a car honk can be heard from outside the mansion and everyone knew that it was Avyukt ...when he enter the house he saw Ishika was standing near the couch glaring at him .....and he was trying so hard not to met her eyes as he came home after drinking ..without wasting time he ran towards his room confusing everyone with his actions .....but Ishika suspects something weird and she left the living room and headed towards his room and when she entered his room she saw him laying on his stomach ....she shakes him a bit and he groaned and when look up at her he was lost in her eyes .....she gently sat beside his head and asked ,,," what happen Avyukt "and she smell something weird and suddenly she realize that he was a little drunked and without saying anything she left the room confusing him ...

only to come back with a broom in her hand and Avyukt was shocked as hell ......." baby I am sorry " ........and he started running like a maniac ..... "no no wait na bohot shauk hai na peene ka aaj tumhari akal thikane laati hun ruko tum " .....she started chasing him all over the room ....sorry na baby sorry sorry please yaar maaro mat ....who could believe he is the same ruthless and arrogant mafia and businessman who never apologizes to anyone and here he is in front of the love of his life .....when he get tired he layed on the bed throwing his legs and hands in the air whining like a child ....sorry na aaj ke baad nahi karunga....which melts Ishika's heart and she sat beside him and said " Avyukt why don't you understand it is not good for your health , why you keep doing such things huhh , doesn't my words matter to you hmm.....nahi nahi aisi baat nahi hai main sirf tumhare baaton ko toh maanta hu lekin foreign investors ne insist kiya toh I couldn't control my urge I am sorry Ishi....he said helding his ears . It's alright but next time make sure ye galti na ho ok ....now go and change ...I am going to my home now ...

she said and start going but suddenly Avyukt held her by her waist ...where are going huhh ?? and she chuckled  and he also smiled ........

" Flashback ends "

Tears were continuously flowing from his eyes and he started crying like a kid.....hearing his voice Shweta and Rajveer entered his room and sat beside him and Shweta started caressing his hair and he sobbed like a child ...and said " mumma sh...she hates me " "hiccups "...she hates me so much that she don't even wanted to see my face ....." No beta she still loves you a lot she is just hurt " I've seen her love for you in her eyes and trust me she loves you a lot more than anything ...and I am still saying that if you apologize to her for your behaviour  she will forgive you .....hmm now come let me make you sleep and he just put his head on her lap and she started caressing his hair and within 5 minutes he slept ....

It's the next I woke up having a good shower and left my home heading to the office ..... During the whole ride I was thinking about how will I gonna face him after yesterday's incident..... And I arrived at the office.... as soon as entered the office he was there looking at me intensely and I became conscious but I decided to ignore him and I left from there going towards my cabin....

 I worked for almost six hours straight as I have a lot of work pending..... As soon as it was completed I decided to grab some lunch as I didn't do my breakfast properly so I left for the canteen.... but suddenly I noticed something office was almost empty as very few employees were seen and reality hit me as it was evening and I didn't even know that... my stomach growled due to hunger ... As soon as I reached the canteen I saw he is here again..... Ohhh god why is he everywhere wherever I go ughhh..... as usual Ignoring him I asked the staff for a wrap and a strong coffee for myself... As the food arrived I started eating and he was staring me standing near the gate.... And when I finished my food I decided to go home.......

When I started going towards the gate he held my hand and pulled me towards himself..... what the hell are you doing??? He just stare at me with tears in his eyes... Oh god I can't see him like this and why the hell his body is so warm not in the good way... Shit he has fever.... " Sir please let me go and you too go home you have a fever " But he stare at me continuously like my voice didn't reach his ears ... Sir!!! and he suddenly fainted in my arms..... Oh shit what happen to him.....???