Heart Of Moon [ISHMAN/SHUBISH]

y-you came?

“i would have waited five hundred years more for you, a thousand years... if this was the time we were allowed to have, the wait was worth it”

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“ishan..” shubman murmer in his sleep and woke up with a sudden jerk. He sighed and sit straight on the chair. He drank the unfinished wine kept beside his table.

He glance at the big window infront of him, ‘god I wish him so much’ shubman thought, thinking about ishan made shubman’s heart physically hurt, he could feel himself being silent, hurt because of the silence of ishan.

It’s been 3 years since ishan replied to him. He was desperate to talk to his lover but he couldn't. He tried to reach out to ishan sending him letters and letters but they were nor received or sent. The telephone services would not work from London to India.

He grabbed the diamond ring from the side table and pack it inside his bag,

He smiled, he will now finally be able to meet his lover. The wait was over

Only shubman and his prabhu know how much shubman cried to talk to ishan, he just wanted to kiss him. He couldn't sleep at night, because all the thoughts were about ishan.

Shubman begged God to let him talk to ishan, but God was cruel too, he let shubman suffer like that. Shubman would calm himself down by sniffing ishna’s letter.

He would read them 10 times a day. And finally , he was going to meet ishan.

He glance at the moon and smiled “my boy is prettier than you” he said like threatening the moon. Shubman was indeed cruel, when his lover was not her, he only talked to moon and now look at the change.

But maybe shubman was cruel to everyone except ishan.

He threw himself on the bed , and slept with his thoughts occupied by his one and only ishan.

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“m-ma...Jane do na” (mom, let me go) ishan practically begged his mother who just couldn’t do anything instead of feeding ishan.

“ishan...you know na, your baba will get angry” suchitra said and ishan just sighed. “mom it’s been 3 year since i’m caged in his house. And you won’t let me be free.. ever” ishan looked down, he was so upset.

After that, ishan’s father had litreally locked him in his own house. Suchitra stood up to go outside ishan’s room.

“w-when am i-i going to get free?” ishan whispered, his voice creaking, tears filled in his once mischievous eyes that now turned full because of the mistreatment. Suchitra just looked down and went outside his room, leaving no room for his hopes.

“sleep..” ishan heard his mother say and he sighed “what’s there left to do anyway”  ishan said and lay down the bed. Suchitra locked the door from the outside.

It was 8 at night, the kishan family makes sure that ishan will not go outside his room in his own house and they would lock his room.

Ishan huffed at that, ignoring his sadness and waiting for it to be occupied with sarcasm. Ishan went to his balcony and look at the moon

“is he okay? I really miss him , I really do... jagannath, h-hus letters and a-all” ishan said as he started to cry out his feelings to his god, crying and complaining about everything.

“b-but it’s been five years...h-he will come back right?” ishan asked with his eyes hopping the moon would reply. Ishan’s eyes would always cry and cry. He was waiting for shubman to come and wipe his tears, spoiling him with warm and care just like he promised.