The Gay Group Chat - Enhypen

13. Couples therapy

[Private Messages, left side is Sunoo and the right side is Ni-ki.]

My Love ❤🫂
You wanted to speak to me?

Me
Yes, please
Gosh Sunoo I'm so so so sorry
I didn't mean it
I was only joking I promise

My Love ❤🫂
The joke wasn't funny

Me
I know
Jungwon said the exact same thing
But even without him, I know
I'm so sorry
I can't even say how sorry I am

My Love ❤🫂
You hurt me

Me
Sunoo...

My Love ❤🫂
No
This is just how it used to be
You would make a "joke" that
killed my self esteem

Me
Baby please, I don't mean it

My Love ❤🫂
That doesn't give you the
right to say it??
Did you know that I still
count my calories?
Or that I look in the mirror and
feel uncomfortable, disgusted
Did you know that?
Answer me, Ni-ki.

Me
I didn't.

My Love ❤🫂
Exactly
Because none of the "jokes"
were ever funny
Just because I was laughing too,
didn't mean that I was enjoying
myself

Me
Sunoo, baby, my love, my life,
please can I speak for just one
moment?

My Love ❤🫂
Go on then
But honestly I don't see how
you can make this situation any
better

Me
Kim Sunoo, you mean the absolute world to me. Just to know that I am the cause of your pain puts a serious ache in my heart. You know how much I love your voice, and don't even deny it because I know that you do. I prefer it over any noise in the world, and if it meant that I had to crawl across the Amazon Rainforest to even hear it for 5 seconds then I would.

Gosh I would do anything for you, with you, but never against you.
I can wholeheartedly say that I would stand in front of cross fire if it meant you could be happy.

I'd even let Jake win in soccer if it meant that you would be smiling; and you know how serious I am about keeping my winning streak.

I admit that I make jokes that aren't funny, that are offensive. But I only did it to see you smile, anything I do is to benefit you and you only because I love you.

I love you, Kim Sunoo.

Nobody else, only you and you forever.

You're far to perfect to be looking in the mirror and feeling ashamed, or disgusted or anything negative because the only thing people see when they look at you is pure beauty.

My arms fit perfectly around your waist and your height is just right, you can lay your head on my shoulder comfortably

I don't want you to change at all because I love you the way you are. And if you do change, then I'll stay anyway. But you don't need to change.

I love you, Sunoo.

I'm truly so sorry.

My Love ❤🫂
Ni-ki, this is Jungwon, Sunoo is crying again

Me
Shit did I say something wrong?

My Love ❤🫂
Not at all
You couldn't have handled it better

Me
Phew
That's good
Please can you ask Sunoo to come to my room?

My Love ❤🫂
Yeah
He's coming

Me
Okay
I'm waiting

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Lover boy Riki in the house~