FOUND YOU | SVT | Jeongcheol [✓]

Bonus

"Jeonghan? Are you sure you wanna do this?" Seungcheol hesitantly asked as both of them sat in the peaceful garden of the mansion.

"Yes, of course!" Jeonghan whined, "I'm fine, Seungcheol. Specially when you're with me."

Seungcheol fiddled with his fingers, "But- huh what do I even say."

"Don't say anything, just hold my hand, okay?" Jeonghan inhaled a sharp breath as he opened the diary.

Jeonghan.

I'm really missing you a lot today.

I mean, I do miss you everyday but today, it's a bit more intense. The urge to hold you close to my heart as tell you how much I love you, how much I long for you, is very strong.

But, it hurts.

Knowing that I won't be able to do that. Every again.

Please-

Everytime I think that I'm fine, I'm happy with just your memories, my heart just proves me wrong.

Why did you go? Leaving me behind. I wish I could come with you.

But probably, I'm not blessed enough. This separation was inevitable but oh wait- you're right here, in my heart.

"Jeonghan stop it." Seungcheol held his arms as he saw a tear trailing down the younger's eye.

"No let me, read." Jeonghan wiped the moisture away.

"Why do you want to?" Seungcheol paused, "You're hurting."

"I'm not hurting." Jeonghan mumbled, "I'm just overwhlemed with the fact of how much you love me.

How did you do this, Seungcheol? How?"

"Because it's you." Seungcheol replied, "This reason is more than enough."

"Please let me read." Jeonghan insisted.

Seungcheol averted his gaze as he looked down, "Okay."

Jeonghan nodded as he flipped the page to read another entry.

One year.

One year passed since I lost you, your beautiful eyes, your pretty smile, your melodious voice, your deep assurances, your love, my world.

I can't believe I made it to this point.

But you know what? I'm not going to cry. Because you used to hate it, Jeonghan.

I'm going to love you.

Today we have, your favourite flowers, your favourite music, your favourite meal and well, your favourite person aka me.

This soft wind reminds me of you. It dries all my tears and never lets me cry, just like you used to do.

It touches my face so softly, ruffles my hair and makes me feel so safe, exactly like you.

Sometimes, I feel like, you can't leave me either. That's why you keep visiting me in some means.

Or maybe it's just me who's always searching for you in anything and everything.

Jeonghan couldn't read further as he pressed his palms against his mouth while his teats flowed.

Seungcheol pulled him into his embrace as he rubbed his back, "I told you. Don't read that pathetic thing."

"Shut up, it's not pathetic." Jeonghan's voice was muffled as he clutched onto the older's shirt.

Seungcheol held Jeonghan close to his chest, his arms wrapping around him tightly, trying to shield him from the pain of the memories. He buried his face in Jeonghan's hair, breathing in his familiar scent.