Falling for you| Katiefeely

Beginning

Katie pov:

Not enough. I'm not enough. I said as I was looking at myself in the mirror. Why can't I be confident like other girls. Why can't I eat without worrying if i gain weight. I hate this.

"Katie" I heard my mum yell from downstairs "Come down. There's a visitor"

A visitor? Who? I thought as I made my way to the living room just to come across my boyfriends bestfriend Patrick Feely.

"Hi" he said as he looked at me. I smiled "Hi" and went to sit down next to him on the couch. "Nice to see you" I said as my mom walked in eyeing us.

"Mom this is Patrick. Hughie bestfriend and-" I hesitated "my friend"

"Ooh" my mother said. "Good to see you son. Hughie mentioned you one time" I eyed her embarrassed that she was mentioning that we talked about him in his absence.

"What do you want to drink. Coffee or tea? I made cookies do you want some". Patrick smiled at her. "No. Thank you. Actually I came today to pick Katie with me if it's okay."

"Where?" I said curiously, because why would he want to take me somewhere.

He looked at me still smiling. "Gibsie is throwing a birthday party for Claire, Hughie is busy helping him with the lads and I needed to pick somethings from the music instruments near you and I thought why don't I bring Katie with me." He then turned to look at my mother. "I heard that you're car is getting repaired and Gibsie's house is far away. What do you think. Wanna come?"

I looked at my mother looking for permission. When she nodded and smiled I turned to Patrick. "I'd like to. But I need some time to get ready. Would it be okay?"

"Of course no problem. I can go buy what I need while you get ready" he stood up nodding at me to go get ready while he bid my mother goodbye.

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After I finished putting my red lipstick on that matches my hair. I looked at the big mirror that showed my whole reflection. My smile vanished when i noticed that my minted colored dress feel tight. Which means i gained weight. "I should not eat today" I mumbled to myself.

My problem with ED started when I was 13. I don't know how or why. But since then i struggled physically and mentally with it. As much as I try not to think about it or ignore it, I always find myself overthinking about it. I can't help it. It drives me crazy and ruin me in ways I can't explain. It might seem dumb or that I'm trying to get attention. But It's deeper and doesn't revolve around weight only.

I shaked my head trying to forget about it at this moment.
"Katie, sweetie did you finish getting ready." I heard my mother say outside my bedroom door. "Patrick is waiting outside"

"Yes. Im ready. Let me just put my heals on". I opened the door while putting my heals on.

"How do I look" I said while turning around myself to let her see the whole outfit.

"You look gorgeous sweetheart" she said while leaning to kiss my cheeks. "Have fun and don't drink"

"Don't worry." I said and left after I hugged her.

I texted Hughie informing him that I'm coming with Patrick

"I hope everything will go well."

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Ok. So i wrote this because I'm bored and I can't wait for feely and katie's book anymore.
And sorry for any mistaked. English is not my first nor second language.
I hope you have enjoyed this short chapter. I'll try to write more in the future. Thanks for reading