Hezekiah pov
"you let her do what" i huffed because me and Kelani just got back in the house and she was still shaken up and mad so i just told her go to the room and sleep some of her anger off but i felt like i had to tell Chris because she's involved in the lick tomorrow and i don't wanna
1 traumatized her and 2 have her full of feeling and fucking up the mission sending all of us to prison "i didn't let her do shit she told me that she wanted one of us their for emotional support and you were busy so i went
and she said she didn't want me to say anything she just wanted my presence there so that's what i did i let them talk and argue until we left so don't try and blame this on me she's grown and your cussing me out any other time saying i'm reckless,i don't have a filter,and i need to calm down
well that's what i did today" he huffed "Hezekiah you know full and damn well that i'm not talking about you being reckless right now i'm talking about you not pulling her out baby she's already filled with so much anger
and yes i do want her to let some of it out but i don't wanna send her to a point of no return" i huffed "so what do you want her to stay home and not go to the lick tomorrow or what because it's not really shit we can do but let her cool off
it's not like we have good options in the mother department" Chris huffed because he knew i was right my mom was an alcoholic and not a functioning one either she didn't work she stayed in the house and was an embarrassment
leaving my dad to basically be a single father and let's be honest he wasn't a great parent either hence why i am how i am now Chris on the other hand he was raised from money seeing as though the drug game has been in his family for years
but one emotionless narcissist father and a egotist materialistic mother later you kinda get what you get "nah because then she's just gonna point her anger to the wrong people and we don't need that i just think we need to go talk to her and see what's going on before we make any rash decisions"
i nodded "ight bet well i sent her to bed but as much as she was shaken up i know she's still awake so you wanna do it now" he nodded "yeah let's go"
*time jump*
so it's been an hour since i left my moms house and my feelings are still hurt but im also calm in a sense i don't know what it is but im not focused well at least on my feelings im focused on pay back
because at first i was gonna leave my mom unscathed because i still had this fucked up idea of her possibly being a good mom when i came back but i forgot she raised me and never cared about me shit i'm surprised
she loves my sister so much because she's not her "babybop" i was quickly taken out my thought to look up and see Chris and Hezzy walking into our bedroom "yes" i said emotionlessly and they started to come over and sit at the bottom of the bed
"Hezzy told me what happened how are you feeling" i huffed "a big part of me knew this was gonna happen my mom had never been sympathetic or caring to me in her life so the fact that i expected different or that i just wanted her to feel a little bit bad knowing her is kinda my fault
and this small part of me wants my mom to hurt killing that nigga isn't enough anymore" Hezzy raised his eyebrow "you want us to kill your mom" i shook my head "as much as i would like to never see her again my sister still loves and needs her"
they nodded making chris say "baby correct me if im wrong but it looks like you have a plan in mind please due tell and i can see if we can make it happen" i huffed and shook my head "i mean i was thinking about something but its a little much and it would fuck up your plans"
he shook his head "let me be the judge of that what were you thinking" i nodded "i don't think we should kill him" Hezzy looked at me crazy "yeah that might be a bad idea" i shook my head "no let me finish
so yall are men so you know anything about men their very protective of their masculinity and manhood and if it's one thing my mom loves about that looser is how macho he thinks he is i think we should do everything we were gonna do except ten times worse but
don't kill him just send him back home after like a week and if i know him which i do what gonna happen will be so bad he won't tell my mom or the police because he will be so embarrassed and over time his anger and lac of affection
will eat away at my mom until she either leaves him which i highly doubt it or takes so many drugs she overdoses and weather she dies or not that's really up to god and you can slowly but surely get all your money back if you want"
Hezzy and Chris looked at each other taken back by my plan and said "we can make that happen but we want you to be 1000% sure you wanna do this because your not gonna be able to see your mom again at least around him
and your gonna see somebody go insane somebody that you know are you ready for that" i nodded "you said you wanted me to bring out that monster in me what better way to start then now"
