Kelani pov
so it's a few hours later and i just woke up from my nap to see Kiyah and Hezzy laying in the bed but not Chris so i sat up and rubbed my eyes before going to the draw and getting something to throw on right quick then i headed to the bathroom
where i heard music playing faintly just to walk in and see Chris getting dressed "you leaving out again" he didn't hear me come in so i startled him but he looked in the mirror to look at my reflection "yeah Monty asked me if i wanted to go chill with him and some off the fellas some little
shit some lounge" i nodded "i never took you as a go out type of off nigga but it seems ever since a few weeks ago ain't nobody been acting right" he huffed "i just wanna go out and have a couple drinks maybe smoke some is that cool with you"
i shrugged "your a grown ass man you don't have to ask me to go out i just said i never took you as the type that's all" he groaned "your being hella passive aggressive so if you got something to say just say it or if you don't want me to go just let me know you ain't gotta act like that"
i shook my head "i ain't trying to say anything im actually done talking" ok so let me catch y'all up on all the term oil going on recently so i guess a few months ago Chris had a one on one conversation with Rose
in which he told her that he wanted nothing to do with her she cried and he kicked her out end of story right hell no because it seems that Rose isn't just too manipulator she's also a tech nerd
or had help from Kenny i don't know yet but i guess when i went to go talk to my sister,Kiyah wanted to spend one more day with her friends,and Hezzy went somewhere with Cj she decided to find out where our bnb was
because chris was home alone and when he opened the door she did the works crying and sobbing about nonsense and when he finally let her in she started to undress she had on lingerie under a trench coat like and 80's porno
and no Chrisphor did not cheat but he did end up admitting to her that some feeling were there for her but said he would never be with her or leave us so i guess that pissed her off and she texted us video footage of all of our extra curricular activities
outside of our relationship videos of Kiyah out with her friends being a hoe Basically,Hezzy flirting with different woman around the trap,and me with my mother and we aren't really mad at each other
it's more so tension in the house like a muthafucka because we haven't talked about it and it happens right before we left so just imagine a whole month of this shit
"if your done talking why come in here and start shit you know i hate that shit" i shrugged "i was just making conversation i was just about to get in the shower but you have fun Christopher" i then started to take off my bra and boxers
and turned on the shower water but as i was minding my business i felt chris come up behind me and grab my face "aint no fucking way you just came in here did all that then about to take a shower" i shrugged "start what i just asked a question and i've been outside all day
just like everyone else so i wanted to take a shower and speak of which we need to change those sheets when they wake up" he huffed "whatever man im done fighting it im about to go" he then let me go and walked back towards the mirror
but i huffed to and followed him and wrapped my arms around his bare chest "i know what your doing and im not gonna do it you want us to be mad at you be we aren't disappointed yes but not because you admitted to still having feeling for the girl
it's because you keep lying about them she left a few months before i got there and you had feeling for her but she was fucking up you didn't wanna give her up you had to and that can hurt so you didn't have time to process your feeling about the situation
you want us to scream and yell at you and we haven't not even Hezzy so you feel like your loosing us but truth be told we are tired not of the relationship but the life shit we are going through outside of our relationship
so we don't don't have time for each other no time for sex not time for talking the only thing we do is sleep together right now and that's fine eventually we will have time so in the mean time if you wanna go party with your homeboy go ahead
your dinner will be in the microwave when you get home" i then let go and turned around but he didn't let me get far before grabbing my arm "you would think i would know how to communicate after being in a relationship so long but it never seems to come out
or at least the way i want it to baby i didn't mean to snap at you i'm just stressed out about work and i'm sorry and the situation ain't making shit no better you might not be mad but i know Hezekiah like the back of my hand
he won't even touch me he hates that girl and somehow she always makes an appearance" i huffed "it sometimes take people a long time to learn patience and communication especially if you weren't taught but just talk to Hezzy see how he's feeling
you need to stop assuming and stop these childish traits we are here for you but i don't know how long i can take that part of you
