Love on the road

Chapter sixteen

⚠️Warning toxic relationship, Sexual abuse, abuse!!⚠️

She came in with a tray with two tea cups and two bowls of some soup, she smiled at me when she came in but I wasn't smiling back at her. She put the tray down on her side of the bed and sat down.

"What wrong amore? Do you feel ill?" She asked and tried to grab my hand but I pulled away.

"How do you have these photos of me?" I asked and pointed at the tv she froze immediately and turned around to see the picture rolling in the tv.

"well..." She let her hand rest on her neck and sighed out loud.

"I- I saw you one time and.. asked my bodyguards to look you up and get info about you..." She explained and tried to give me a smile but I didn't give it back. I stod up and walked out and grabbed my bag on the floor in the hallway and I could hear her running after me. But as she tried to grab my hand.

"hey I am supposed to take care of you" She tried to smile and pull me in but I pushed her off and continued to rush to the door.

"Im super sober so Im going home!" She grabbed me again and I stopped this time and turned around.

"Are you the M on all the motorcycles? Are you in the Màquina Pistols gang..." I asked trying to hold back my tears as I tried to hold back tears and glared at her. She grabbed my hand tighter and brought it up to her face and kissed it gently.

"I am... but I promise you will not get involved into my shit life..." She said and I couldn't hold back my tears any longer they were running down my cheeks as I felt my heart break. I pulled away and she tried to wipe away my tears.

"no... No Leo was right" I said repetitively and stepped back and she looked at me with so sad eyes I could almost see tears. I turned around from her and picked up my phone to call Theo to come and get me.

"I'm going home... I need time to process okey... I just can't do this now.." I said and walked to the door but she pulled me back by my wrist and held me tight.

"No, I am not losing you. Not again." She said with no emotion in her voice. She grabbed my phone and my bag and threw them on the floor and picked me up over her shoulder and I hit her in the back.

"LET ME FUCKING GO MARTINA!!" I shoted as she walked back into the bedroom and threw me in the bed again.

"You will stay here with me okey?" She said seriously and I just shook my head repeatedly.

"NO, ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!" I shouted at her and she grabbed my neck with force and almost choked me as she pulled me up to her face.

"Your mine and only mine" She hissed and I slapped my hand across her face and she let go of her grip.

"I AM FUCKING GOING HOME WERE I AM SAFE AND FAR AWAY FROM THE LIKES OF YOU!" I shouted at her and she shook her head and stod up and went over to the door to lock it.

"Don't fucking you dare" I whispered as my voice break and my tears of fear ran down my face and she turned around to me all emotionless and cold.

I don't recognize her anymore it wasn't the sweet, gentle, kind, loving Martina anymore.
Now it's the Màquina Pistol Martina.

"I had finally found you... I am not losing you again." She said and walked over to me and grabbed my face with force and slammed her lips on mine, I tried to pull away from her and hit her but she was stronger. She slammed me into the bed hard and held my hands above my head so I couldn't move. Her hand went between my legs and I gasped as she went inside with one finger and her tongue slid inside my mouth as I gasped for air.

I couldn't breathe, I need to get out away from her...

I tried to kick her but she didn't move an inch. As she put in another finger inside of me and slid her tongue even deeper. I couldn't help but moan as she know knew my weak spots but my tears were telling the truth. I felt like I was burning downstairs and felt like I was bleeding from my insides but she kept going. Faster and faster with her hand and bit my under lip hard so I started to bleed.

"Mart-" She cut me off with another kiss with force. Then went down to my neck and left hickys and bite marks on my neck.

"No, Please Martina.." I shouted out in pain as she ignored my begging and kept kissing me on the lips. Then I bit her lip hard so she finally pullled away.

"Let. Me. Go." I hissed as my tears were burning in my eyes as her lip started to bleed and like she almost woke up from a trance she let me go of me and pulled out her fingers.

"Esme Im so-" I cut her off and pushed her away from me.

I quickly got up and ran to the door and slammed it open when I unlocked it. My tears had ruined my makeup as I still wore Martina's huddie I ran and grabbed my phone and bag and ran outside from the room, out the hotel building, and out in the pouring rain and to the nearest busstop. I looked at my arms and saw the red marks she had left and I felt my wrist and neck burning with pain. My tears were like waterfalls under my eyes. I picked up my phone and saw Leo's phone number. I called.

"..... Esme?" He asked worried into the phone and I broke down in more tears.

"YOU WERE RIGHT!! YOU WERE SO FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT HER AND ABOUT HOW SHES DANGEROUS AND EVRYTHING!!" I screamed out in pain as my tears were burning down my face.

"Where are you?" Leo said and I heard him calling out to Theo that he's coming to get me.

"I'm at a bus stop...outside her hotel.." I sobbed out.

"I'm on my way honey, Just stay were you are" He ended the call and I stod in the rain soaked down to my knees and I looked down at my feet and realized that I had ran outside without my heels. I felt my body get colder by the minute and I started to shaking with my body.

I don't know how long I stod there but after a while I saw car light in the distance and I felt my body get warm when I saw the mustang.

"ES BABY!" I heard a voice from the car and saw Leo running up to me with a raincoat. As he got closer he I started sobbing again and he hugged me tight and put the raincoat on my shoulders.

"I'm so sorry, I should've known, I should've stopped you from going over to her I-" I cut him off as I felt my body get colder by the second.

"I w-wanna g-go home" I stuttered and held onto him for support and he picked me up in his arms and walked to the car. An old black mustang with a pride flag on the front window and some cartoon stickers.
I felt relief all over my body as he helped me get inside in the warmth and I sighed of relief and then everything went black.