Feeling Guilty

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This is the first time I am receiving a lunch box . So to be honest I am feeling a bit suspicious....

"Your driver sir " I would have to ask the driver to confirm by whom it is sent .

"Okay " I took the lunch box with me in my office .

I opened the cover of the lunch box only to find............

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I opened the lunch box only to find a sticky note on the lid of the first box

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I opened the lunch box only to find a sticky note on the lid of the first box .

(Its pills* guys ) Sorry for the typo 🥲

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Unknowingly a smile appeared on my face . Even her handwriting is beautiful just like her my heart whispered somehow. Somewhere in my heart I can tell that she is not bad but still I can't let her get to me . I can't let her break the walls I have built around myself all these years . Because if she stays with me and if I start loving her she will suffer just like Alicia did , so it's better if she stays away from me . Soon after all this torture , she will herself ask for divorce and then I will fulfill her wish .

But now I feel like a fool to just thrash the food on her , her hand must have  burnt real bad because of the coffee . If mom or anyone comes to know about this they will kill me without any second thoughts .

I opened the box to find Farro Mafaldine in it and it looks amazing .

I happily started to eat lunch . And it tastes amazing . It isn't as good as the pasta I ate  in the  morning but still I eat it and take the pills . Thank God she sent the pills because the pain was killing me . I just can't wait to go home and take rest but I don't know how I will face her . So it means I have to stay here till night  and then go home when she falls asleep .

Soon after a few hours Leo and Matteo came and we discussed the plan we made to take down the Ricci family . It took us almost 3 to 4 hours to discuss our strategy . But even while discussing all these things in which I was interested , the things which I had made my only goals in my life  I can't shrug away this feeling of guilt about what I did to Serafina . But she is the one  who accepted this marriage even after me warning her .

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