She loves him .
He doesn't believe that love exists.
She is afraid of nightmares.
He wants to be her biggest nightmare.
She doesn't trust anyone easily.
Will he break her trust ?
She has a past .
He has a past .
What will happen when their past w...
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I rub a hand on my forehead as my head is throbbing with pain . I pinch the bridge of my nose and close my eyes ,leaning back on my chair . I have barely slept once I got to bed . Not that lack of sleep is something I’m unfamiliar with . Insomnia is something which I have grown used to ever since my baby sister’s death .
Right now I am sitting in my California office. I left for California directly from the office , I didn’t go to the house as I was not in the position to meet my wife . One would assume that I was ashamed to face my wife and I am afraid to say that it is true.
I never harm women unless she has done something that is harmful for me or my business . I even never thought of harming Serafina because this is not what I would ever do . I may torture her mentally but never harm her physically. What I did was a real mistake , a mistake which I can’t rectify and forget. Coming to was solely for personal purpose which was to get away from my gorgeous wife , business was just an excuse .
Mom had called me yesterday asking me to take Serafina on a honeymoon. I refused her saying that I have to close a big deal and that it would take a while more like few months . Going on a honeymoon where I would be totally alone with my wife would have been a real nightmare. I am not suppose to find my wife attractive . This isn’t in the plan. The way and the time my wife has been on my mind is insane and someone will say that I am head over heels on my mind .
I am also doubting my own mind for calling her a gold digger . When I gave her my card I thought she would spend money on buying expensive clothes and jewellery but in was shocked to know she donated the money to some NGO’s and animal shelters . She even shocked when she dressed my wound , made breakfast for me and sent me a fucking lunch box .
I am not suppose to like her. Fuck I am not even suppose to find her attractive . This isn’t in the plan . And its not only physically that she appeals to me but also her behaviour towards me is something I have never expected to see. Serafina herself is a big mystery to me . Even so this changes nothing. I still intend to make her life miserable , she’ll beg me for a divorce . And I will make sure that she never tells my family that I made her ask for a divorce from my acts , my mother will kill me if she gets to know that I forced Serafina with my actions to get a divorce .
Fuck myself, what am I doing . Came here to get away from Serafina but she is continuously on my mind .
Standing up I stretch my muscles as they have become stiff from sitting for too long. . My stomach grumbles and I check my watch to find its five-forty . I missed the lunch, too busy drowning in work so that I can keep Serafina out of my mind .
I quickly get ready to go to my penthouse , I have to stay here for atleast a month or two , two days have already passed and it is only getting difficult for me to stay away from her. I just have control my desire to fuck my wife or any other women not that there is any other women I find attractive since the day I have laid my eyes on Serafina .
The drive to penthouse is only of twenty-minutes , I quickly get in the shower and let the cold water take away all the stress and also the throbbing of my dick. I have been finding release everday in the shower since we first met, After marriage I have been doing it twice each and every day .
I can call any women to my penthouse now and fuck her here without anyone knowing but no matter how much of a bastard I am, I won’t cheat on my wife.
I make myself a ham sandwich and sit at the table going through the cameras which I have placed in my house , these are placed for safety purpose from the day I started to live there. Not that I knew that someday in the future I would have a wife at home to stalk through these cameras. No one knows about the cameras Sabrina included. Only my most trusted men , Lorenzo and Matteo know about the cameras.
Thank God I didn’t inform Sabrina about the cameras in the past so I can be relieved of the fact that she won’t be able to tell Serafina about them and that I can watch her anytime without any problem.
I check the cameras in the bedroom and there is no sign of my wife , then I ,move towards the living room and kitchen .Sabrina is alone in the kitchen and there is no sign of my wife in the living room , kitchen , dining room .
Fuck!!! Did she leave the mansion and go somewhere without informing me . I have instructed my men not to allow her to leave the mansion . I have not even appointed bodyguards for her safety . She shouldn’t leave the house without informing me .What if she gets herself into any danger
I quickly call my men Domenic .
“Good evening sir”
“Where is my wife ? “ I say ignoring the greeting “Sir she is by the pool with Mrs. Moretti and her son "
“She is fine right?”
“Yes sir”
“Has she been out of the house? Or Has someone other than Mrs Moretti and her son visited the house in my absence?”
“Fedrico Sir has visited once.” Why did my brother visit my wife in my absence? I have to ask him to stay away from her as she is mine .
“Okay keep a eye on my wife , don’t let ler leave the house alone . Protect her with your life Send few men with her and you should be with her everytime she leaves the house.” I have to appoint some guards for her as soon as I return to the house .
“Okay sir “
I hung up the call and rubbed a hand on my face .I try to check the camera once again and then I see her playing with Gabriel ( Lorenzo's son ) and Amara in the pool . I didn't think of checking the pool because I haven't told her where the pool is I guess she might have asked Sabrina .
She looks so gorgeous in that yellow swim suit , just like sunshine . She looks so happy laughing around with them , at least one of us is a little happy .Two fucking days I controlled myself from watching the cameras but now that I have watched her once I am sure I will be continuing to watch her everyday .
She looks so young and gorgeous while smiling her heart out . No wonder why she is the most loved and spoiled child in her whole family .
Seeing her like this reminds me of my sweet baby sister and this itself makes me aware that I can't keep Serafina to myself It's too risky .I don't know what will happen if I open my heart to her and then they take her away from me just like they did to my sister .I can't let her get hurt because of me .
I sigh while tugging at my hair with frustration and close the camera recording . Why do I think so much of her . Why the fuck do I care whether she stays safe or gets herself killed . Still I have to get that damn divorce before she kets herself killed , I don’t want to be a widower , this is what I will keep telling myself and others till she signs the damn papers and get the fuck away from me because I am afraid to admit that I have started caring for my wife ………
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