She loves him .
He doesn't believe that love exists.
She is afraid of nightmares.
He wants to be her biggest nightmare.
She doesn't trust anyone easily.
Will he break her trust ?
She has a past .
He has a past .
What will happen when their past w...
It’s been two weeks since I last saw Riccardo. He went to California without informing me. I know that for him I am just a wife on paper but at least he should have the decency to inform me that he won’t be home for a few days .
Right now it's 7 pm and I am getting ready to go to the club with Amara and her friends. The best thing about living here is that I got to be friends with Amara. She is amazing ,and Gabriel is so cute. She has been coming over here with Gabriel almost every other day to give me company after I told her how lonely I feel here .
We played many games all around the house with Gabriel and also swim in the pool. All my swim wear finally came to some good use. We went to some cute cafés , parks , nail salons , we also did some shopping, I even had a stayover at her house when Leo was not there .
Leo and Matteo had also been good friends to me. They treat me like their little sister ,just how they promised to treat me on the wedding day . God knows why Riccardo is not like them , he is so rude and arrogant, the complete opposite of his friends .
Leo and Amara are so in love with each other. Leo can’t seem to keep his eyes as well as his hands to himself when he is around her. His eyes really just soften whenever he looks at her just how the author describes the male lead in the books.
I am really happy for them but I just have this little feeling of longing whenever I look at them . Oh! How much I long to be loved like that. I am not saying that I have never been loved . I am loved as a daughter, sister, niece, aunt, friend and I am really grateful for that but I have never been loved like a woman . No man has ever loved me like a man loves a woman and I have been longing for that love for so long .
Wiping the tear from my cheek which I didn’t even know fell from my eye , I quickly wore my brown contact lenses and started doing my makeup.
It's my first time going to a club in New York after that incident. I have been to many clubs over the past few years but not here in this city which took my dignity , my feelings , my friend ,my peaceful sleep and almost my life .
From the day I came here I had this strange feeling that nothing is going to be better , that the past itself is going to repeat but I have kept it hidden inside a corner of my heart . Many years have passed since that incident but still I can’t shake off that uneasy feeling .
I don’t want anyone to know about that night.I have not even told my family about what happened, I just lied that I can't clearly remember everything after i fainted in the woods . But my family knows that i still get nightmares about it , they ask me what I saw in my nightmares but I brush it off saying that i didn't see anything clearly . If I tell them everything nothing will be the same . No one will look at me the same way again. They will start pitying me and feel sorry for me . They will say that they are sorry for what happened to me but that will not make any difference or that will not make my suffering any less .
After finishing my make-up , i curl my hair so it looks a little wavy and wear my dress for today , It's a black black dress with full sleeves and it ends just below my butt , it's shimmering, gorgeous and looks so good on me . I quickly call Amara to pick me up and then shoot a text to Riccardo that I am going out with Amara and leave the mansion with the guards on my tail . They won't let me leave the mansion alone . And even though I feel a little safe, I don't like it . I would have to talk to Riccardo about this.
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