Charlie POV
I'm sitting down cheeks stained with tears still unable to comprehend all that happened last weekend. That night, I could remember it so clearly. Now it's all so blurry as to what happened besides three things. The awful stomach wrenching sounds of his body being crushed by a 100 ton train. The stranger who saved my life except I never found out his name. I only ever saw his black hood. The worst one of all the image that still haunts me, his body. His squished body. The ambulance wheeled him across the platform towards the truck. His dead lifeless body just lying there. He was covered by a white sheet but not for long as the wind picked up. It flew off. I saw him. His skull was crushed. His gorgeous eyes had been forced out his skull and were where lying in a pile of red mush where his abs used to be. Well I think they were his eyes. His abs, stomach skin had been torn off and was in a clump next to his leg which was split in half.
I start wailing and Harry's mother pulled me into a hug and whispered in my ear "it's okay, it's not your fault" but I know it is. Oscar knows it his, he blames me, I blame myself. She sits next to me as we wait for the funeral to begin. I was asked to speak at Harry's service. I spent hours trying to figure out what to say but i never wrote anything that I thought was worthy until Oscar talked to me. About how much he hates me, about how angry and sad he is, about how much he wishes it was me instead of Harry. It fuelled me, I was full of anger and hatred. And I wrote I wrote for hours and hours, I used up a whole rubber until I thought it was absolutely perfect.
"Charlie was a very special friend of Harry's and she has something that she would like to say" I glanced up unaware that it was already my turn. I stood up staggered to the front, unfolded my page, cleared my throat, then begun.
"I have known Harry since I was 5 and since then I have had the privilege of creating thousands of beautiful memories with him. I remember the first time he said loved me." I don't remember anything after that the next thing I knew I was in the hospital with heaps of machines connected to me. I could see my mum in the corner crying and the nurse checking the machines but I blacked out again after that.
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Sorry I haven't updated in ages guys! I'm going away this weekend but I'll be updating heaps after that and I mean it this time. I'm also starting a new book, maybe and Dylan O'brien and Tyler Posey FanFiction xxx
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