I Can't Love You || r.s.l (SLOW UPDATES)

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Jamie - Two Weeks Later

I make my way downstairs, stopping in front of Ross' office. He said he'd be up in fifteen minutes, an hour ago. "I know, I know..." He sighs. "But I'm a guy. I want to be intimate with her. Like- yeah I'm upset, but I-I... I just need her." I lean against the wall. "Whatever. Thanks anyways, Riker." I walk to the kitchen, making myself a cup of tea. "Hey," Ross whispers as he places his hands on my hips.

"Hi," I mutter as I stir the sugar into the liquid.

He hugs me tightly, placing his chin on my shoulder. "Whats wrong?" He kisses my neck.

I shake my head, sipping my tea. "Nothin'," I sigh. "Wanna do something?" I ask as I turn to face him.

"Sure.. like what?" I take his hand, leading him upstairs. I push him down on the bed, stripping myself. His jaw drops, his eyes scanning the lace fabric on my body. "Wow," he breathes as i climb over him. "You are so beautiful." I kiss his lips hungrily with a smile. He shakes his head and pulls back. "Babe, are you sure you're ready for this? I-It was only two we-weeks ago," he flips us over.

"Do you want this?"

"That's not what I asked," he hisses.

"You want this, Ross. I want to give you what you want," I sigh as I cover my stomach.

He shakes his head, sitting up between my legs. "I can wait, princess," he caresses my thigh. "You heard my conversation with Riker, didn't you?" I nod, looking away from his eyes. He sighs before standing up. He hands me my clothes and lays down next to me. "Look at me," he pleads. I glance up, into his eyes. "I can wait for you. If you aren't ready, I can respect that," he grabs my hand.

"Thank you," I breathe out as he kisses my hand.

"Anything for you," he smiles as we crawl to the top of the bed. "Now, let's watch some movies and cuddle."

I watch him as he shuts off the lights, turns on the tv, changes and crawls back into bed with me. He wraps his arms around me, pulling me onto his chest. I rest my elbows on his chest, putting my chin in my hands. "maybe I can satisfy you, babe. Just not.. sex."

He looks at me confusedly. "How?"

I smile, seeing a sparkling in his eyes. "You'll see," I whisper as I lean down.

Our lips crash together, moving carefully in-sync. I lightly bite down on his bottom lip, begging for entrance. He gladly opens his mouth. Our tongues dance together for a while. He pulls away, kissing me a few times. "Let's go to sleep," he whispers against my lips. "We can do something together tomorrow, okay?" I nod, rolling off of him. "I love youuuuuu," he sings in my ear.

"I love you too," I say dully.