Wrong | Hwang Hyunjin

nine

Lee Daeun

Scandalous. 

That was one word to describe the dress Chaeyoung had chosen out for me. 

As planned, it was clubbing night. I hadn't told Wooyoung because, well...

Anyway, Chaeyoung had immediately come over when I had informed her that I had no suitable clubbing outfits My wardrobe had more...modest clothing, compared to what Chaeyoung pictured. 

So there I was, standing with a black leather jacket, black trousers, and a black top that only seemed to cover my chest. My lower abs were on full display. Chaeyoung had claimed it wasn't scandalous at all, but we both have very different styles. 

"Soomi's coming to pick us up," Chaeyoung says, looking up from her phone. I nod my head, looking in the mirror to apply my lipstick.

I haven't  been clubbing in a while, and I don't know why I'm even excited. I have a boyfriend, it's not like I'm going to find some incredibly hot guy to go off with for a quick hookup or something. 

Chaeyoung, loving life as a single lady, would probably have men falling head over heels for her. Soomin, in a serious relationship, had said that her boyfriend would meet us there. We didn't mind, as he was an absolute sweetheart. Soomin had gotten lucky. I guess that'd leave me in the middle.

From outside the window, a loud sound of a horn interrupted my thoughts. I glanced out. 

"Soomin's here," I tell Chaeyoung. She nods her head and grabs her purse. I do the same. 

When we get outside, Soomin grins and waves at us. I open the passenger seat door, and Chaeyoung slides into the backseat. 

"Hello ladies," Soomin says. "Everyone ready?"

"yup!" Chaeyoung smiles.

"yes," i attempt to match Chaeyoung's energy. I fail.

It's going to be a long night.

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3 shots in and I feel slightly, only slightly, tipsy. 

"look at how sexy that guy is over there," Chaeyoung whispered. I followed her gaze to a tall, attractive man. 

"go on Chaeyoung,"  I smile. She winked at me and stood up, making her way towards the guy. I tore my gaze away, looking for something else to watch other than Chaeyoung seducing that man. 

My eyes landed on Soomin instead. She was with Jungwoo, her boyfriend. His chest was pressed against her back. His hands were on her hips, guiding them as she rolled back and forth against him. 

I wish I had someone to mess around with right now.

No, I'm loyal to Wooyoung.

Though sometimes, I wondered if he was someone worth being loyal to. 

I'm twenty four, for god's sake. I've been in a four year relationship and-

Four years.

Four years and we've never had "The" discussion. About the future. Kids. Marriage. Living together. 

Four.

Fucking.

Years.

Great, now I'm pissed off in the middle of a club.

I sigh and walk over to the bar. I lean against the wooden counter, waiting to be served. Within seconds, a woman comes over. 

I order a couple more shots, immediately regretting it after the second one makes me feel slightly dizzy. Five shots in. I sighed and stood up, making my way over to the restroom.